Theatre of mind

aufwiedersehen reynaldi :')

2012-01-19T00:43:00.001-08:00

that's one of some gifts that i gave to him before his departure day. actually there are some of other gifts i gave sort of scrapbook (that's the most successful scrapbook i've ever done though, :'P but i badly forgot to take the pictures, but he promised to send the photos when he arrives in Berlin. So i'll post it later ya.) a jacket and a knitted winter hat.
that stop motion is the longest and most complicated one from all of the amateurs stop motions i've made before. i made it for about 3 days includes the editing and it takes about 1.657 photos if i'm not mistaken. (even i could have a sleep at 5a.m on the last day *pheww..) It was a really really hardwork indeed, because i made it bymyself without any tripod so that's why there are a lot of shadows of my hands holding the camera on the picts, and it makes some picts don't run properly :( but anywaayyy... besides all of the imperfections, that video is just a little representation of my whole mind about how deep is my feeling wanted you to go There with a happy and blessed feeling that you've had a lovable life and also lovable people that really love you here. That's just all i could make in the last minutes i had.
honestly i do still don't believe that this day would come that fast. Time flies rapidly, and there we go.. the last day we have before you're flying on. The fact that we couldn't meet at all caused me burst into tears at that day. But that's you with all of your unpredictable ways suddenly came to my house in the morning on the next day bringing out the blissfulness and pleasure to our last moment. so thankyou for that :)
i always wondering how it feels like about having a last minutes with our favorite person at the airport and knowing that you don't know how long you can see him again. Then there came my turn. i didn't have much time with him at the airport, but i saw in his face a blush of fear, nervous, excited, but most of all.. He's pretty ready enough to go. Never seen him as mature as that time. It was my pleasure to meet your whole big family members at the airport, and see how proud they are of you.
your hugs are my favorite, but your last hug at the airport was the warmest hug i've ever had. never feel so safe,comfort,and also sad like that before. i wish i could changed world into the slow motion mode at that time so i can be in your arms longer. you gently released your arms of me while whispering in my ears "Jangan bandel ya kamu, aku mau pergi dulu." aye aye captain :') i didn't cry at that time, don't know why but tears didn't run from my eyes bcause all i could feel is just still can't believe you'll go this fast after day by day had passed me and bringing me closer to the day you're flying on.
Then i saw you go in through that gate, pass the body and bag checking, and i saw you take your phone out and i looked on my phone there's your new message "Raass :) Lalala <3" then. i. started.to.feel.my tears. ran.out.rushed.on.my.cheeks... Lalala means 'I Love you' for us, replied by 'Trololo' then. and we usually said that before end up the phone call. then your Grandma hold me tight and kissed my cheeks while said that i have to always pray for you, you'll find a success in the future. :') so i Seeing you walked away from the distance then wishing like really really wish that i can see you again. in some other days. On the way back home, it was truly feels like something such a greatest part of me missing. And i started wondering how life would be without seeing you in once in a while, without your heartwarming face appears, But no sad no. Merci beaucoup for all of the greatest things you've done in these short 6 months. so little time maybe but i swear there are so much happiness we've shared. i'm telling myself that i'm so blessed to have had you in my life. :)
So long my curly.. Take care and Good luck! stay happy there!! jangan nakaaal yah!!! hehe. i love you, as still as a river could be :'3 tons of hugs and kisses von me

another stop motions

2011-11-23T06:07:00.000-08:00

stop motion for komunikasi UI 2011. keep up the awesome dedication!
big thanks to acim, vashty, diniella for the help :)

andddd... that perfectly incredible stop motion was made by one of my favorite girl in the planets Diniella (@lovehatebiatch) still remember her? the one that has being my full time partner in crime, she made it for her college assignment. good job bekky! i really love it! :D

The little cloud

2011-11-06T01:28:00.000-07:00

last week i've just found some of those treasures in my house. yep, my daddy bought that from England at the long long time ago before i was born. and this is my fave one.
366 Goodningt stories written by Mirozlav Zilina and illustrated by Mirozlav Rada. First published in 1983 and reprinted in 1986 in London.

i am purely in love with the stories and the illustrations too. And i'll tell you about one of my most favorite story, it's about 'The Little Cloud'

Poor little cloud. He wanted to be big so that he could drop raindrops onto the earth and help the flowers and trees to grow. But all the big clouds laguhed at him when he told them this.
'You're far too small,' they all said. 'Go away and don't bother us.'
The cloud drifted away from all the other clouds and floated off on his own. He was so sad that he began to cry and his little teardrops fell down to the earth and landed on a little snowdrop that was just beginning to push its way through the brown soil. It was very grateful to the little cloud for giving it some water, for it had been quite thirsty, and looked up into the sky and smiled at the cloud.
The cloud saw the smile and was very proud. He knew then that one day he would be big enough to help the other rainclouds.

that's the stories about the raincloud and i'll show you some other illustration on that book.

who doesn't fall in love with that flying elephant??????? ><

And at the back side, i found this...

that might be my first handwriting :P
Thankyou daddy!

octoborn kid

2011-11-05T23:35:00.000-07:00

time flies very fast, never thought now i've hit the number 18! it's another late post about my birthday on last october. over all i had much happiness on that day and even until a couple of days later. i got some surprises from some lovable people around me. It was begun with a midnight surprise by some friends at my 'kosan' hihi. although it was rather failed at beginning but still that was a first touchy happy birthday song on my 18 age. :') here they are, the kindhearted people who knocked my door at 12:00 and brought a choco brownies with my first birthday candle on it..

Then, after i came back from campus, i got another surprises from anggun, firda, risty, and ella who had been hiding in my bathroom with 18 slices of 'martabak' and cakes.

and there's another shocking dramatic surprises after that. it was My boyfie team up with my ibu kosan. i got scolded and cursed by my ibu kos. i almost cry at that time because my ibu kos shouted angrily at me and my friends. but a few minutes after that, He came up with some of gifts in his hand.
a perfecto awesome artwork from him made by Hans, greatjob hans :D really love the painting.
in the couple of months later, we're gonna be a hundred miles far appart.

and that's still be one of my dream, amien :)

another gift, a coldplay newest album myloxyloto t-shirt! weeewww!

with the songlists on the back :D

wait, that's not the last, at about 10pm i still got surprised by Gabby's coming. waaaaa.. she came up brought me a medicine, can't believe she knew i was havin' a severe flu :''''') dep deep thanks for you pella!

as the end of my birthday is not the end of the kindness of the lovable creatures in my life, on the next day, when i was takin' a shower, suddenly Shilla came up to my room with this green cuttie cupcakes. :") so much gracias shillaaaa! :D

thankyou for all of you that had makin' my birthday greatfully wonderful! thanks for the surprises, gift, birthday song, wishes and another kindness that day :') deep deep thanks to all :D love you!

sincerely, octoborn kid

a late-chocoflirt 2 months pancake

2011-10-02T06:19:00.000-07:00

it was a late late posting. it should've been posted 2 months ago,on the 16th of sept. on our anniversary. Yeah those fuckin college activities really have stolen my precious spare time away.. but anyway, this is a little handcrap that i made for him. :$

hmm.. at first, i perfectly had no idea what kindda thing i should give to him, then i realized that my boyfie likes to cook lately.

"the most wanted chef in deutsch!"

Ingredients: 1 kgs of overworried mixed with a cup of careless, 3 tea spoons of maturity combined with a glass of childish powder, 100 grams arabian chocolates and 50 grams chinese butter, a cup of calm thoughts, blended with a bottle of hyperactive liquid, 2 cans of lizard-haters and 2 jar of onion-haters. How to make: mix all of the ingredients, add a half-spoon of trust, honesty, and tolerance. Then baked iit on a frying pan. Pour a little of juicy 'jealousy' juice, And on the next 60 days.. you can serve it on a huge lovable plate like what's on behind this...

taraaaam...!

THAT ONE IS MY FAVE PART!! HAHAHA :D :D :P

and that's all.. lil' bit cheesy maybe but hope you'll like it sir!

a pair of winter gloves for him, take care in Germany kid! xoxo

room number 19th

2011-08-24T06:19:00.000-07:00

those picts were taken in diniella's room with my pocket camera. comments are kindly needed here :)

everything happens for a reason

2011-07-25T04:47:00.000-07:00

heyaaa finally i got my mood to update this site. it has been a month since my last post.

my last 30 days were particularly Random and there are manythings i wanna tell to ya'll.

First, i haven't informed you about the FSRD test. yup, as all you know about one of my biggest ambition to become one of FSRD ITB's part.... even based on This post which i wrote about 30 days ago, i was still obsessed, hardly trying and begging to the Almighty God for that. and maybe a couple of months ago, a couple of years behind.... telah gue habiskan untuk bermimpi dan berambisi bisa kuliah disana. belum pernah sebelumnya gue menginginkan sesuatu se-ingin itu. gue sudah menyusun pelan pelan mimpi gue buat jadi seniman. gue rencanakan cita cita gue layaknya menyusun piramid dari kartu remi. amat hati hati. tapi ya apa mau dikata, Jalan gue bukan disana, Tuhan memberikan gue jalan lain, mungkin menurut-Nya bakat gue masih nanggung, atau usaha gue kurang keras, yaa entahlah apapun alasannya tapi gue berusaha untuk sangat ikhlas. mencoba mencari hikmahnya. i do believe that every little thing happens for a reason. i do believe that His plans are much better than my dreams. tidak menyesal sama sekali, at least gue bersyukur gue udah kenal banyak orang orang berbakat karena ambisi gue akan FSRD ITB, gue banyak bertemu teman teman yang sama sama lupa waktu kalo udah megang alat gambar, mereka yang sama sama punya ide yang tidak ada batasnya, mereka yang semuanya menyenangkan se senang gue di bidang ini. At least gue senang 2 tahun belajar ilmu kreativitas yang bisa jadi bekal gue sampai kapanpun. At least gue senang gue sudah mencoba sampai detik terakhir. Terimakasih Tuhan untuk Ilmu Komunikasi - Universitas Indonesia nya. :') mudah-mudahan ini lebih baik dan akan menjadi jalanku yang terbaik. i still making doodles and artworks anyway. i'll draw for all my life, my self, and maybe my kids in some other days :P

Diniella Putirani (teman seperjuangan, we both obsessed about becoming an artists together, got failed twice together, and now face the reality to go to University of Indonesia.. still.. together. for the same major.... what a full-time lover of mine :'))

secondly, hem haha i'll introduce you to this Popcorn-head boy.

He dreamed of becoming an Astronaut when he was a kid.

An arabic-faced boy with a curly bloomy hair.

looks like a broccoli sometimes, and gonna leave this country in the couple of months ahead.

He's gonna go to Germany and stay there for about 5 years ahead.....

quite tall with about 70 kg weights, well-built with a tubby belly.

hates lizard and homosexuals, likes eating, reading, and telling stories.

a metal-core drummer wich also collecting some of K-pop songs on his playlist. (oops :P)

an eldest kid who loves his mother quite more than father.

he's also a nocturnal creature who often awake in the midnight and sleep in the noon.

but just call him and tell him some random stories of yours then you'll hear no more words commin' out from him. he'll fall asleep peacefully like a newborn baby and still having the phone on ears until morning wakes him up

hmm.. he knows a lot. he knows about manythings,

i have to admit that he's a knowledgeable Boy.

But one day we kept arguing about Ganymede which clearly is a satellite of Jupiter and he has been missremembering for a lifetime by admitted it as a Saturn's.

haha

He's an extra careful driver, 'blind-direction' boy, and overly worried about manythings.

overall... all i know is, at this point, i am really grateful having him as a partner, fulltime friend, lover, and boyfriend :)

Happy birthday dinan! :D

2011-06-28T07:26:00.000-07:00

i made another stop motion video for my friend, Dinan on her birthday today.

ini dadakan sekali dan endingnya pun sangat menggantung. buatnya buru buru pake barang seadanya dirumah. anyway, selamat ulangtahun Dinan, wish all of the greatest things and miracles come to your life. semoga makin religius dan jadi dokter yang oke! Be happy girl! maaf ini kadonya seadanya, hope you'll like it *Hug :D

tree house

2011-06-18T01:50:00.000-07:00

someday i wanna build my own tree house, or maybe tree houses

baby Pao Pao :D

2011-06-18T01:10:00.000-07:00

congratulation to my dearest sister for her first baby girl.

Khanza Alisha Salsabila Daud which also known as PaoPao because of her blabber cheeks. :3

cepat besar ya paopaoo!

with love,

-auntie-

i thought it was heaven, or cotton candies

2011-06-06T05:16:00.000-07:00

were taken during a flight backto Jakarta using my pocket camera :D

L'ouverture du 7eme Printemps Francais: DYSFASHIONAL

2011-06-06T04:03:00.001-07:00

me, diniella and aliekha went to an art exhibition at Galeri Nasional on some couple of weeks ago, DYSFASHIONAL (the exhibition's title) was held by CCF and goethe institut. With Luca Marchetti & Emanuele Quinz as curators. displaying artworks from Bless, Hussein Chalayan, Davy Linggar, Amie Dicke, Dita Gambiro, Antonio Marras, Oscar Lawalata, Ruang rupa, Michael sontag, Stella Rissa, Jay Subyakto, and many more!

That was actually a wonderful exhibition i was deadly got awed by the Huge lantern made of super-long dresses and bicycle's tires, Aliekha was interviewed by metro tv.

i destroy most of things i touch, and i did an extremely embarrassing, disgraceful, and criminal thing there which i won't tell you here hahaha :P

more than 100 kilograms

2011-06-06T00:27:00.000-07:00

Boleh percaya atau tidak 9 orang di foto itu bisa gue masukkan ke dalam mobil ajaib gue.

Sebuah mobil gets hitam, (bayangkan seberapa mungil ukurannya) yang tak berdosa, akan menjadi pemeran utama di cerita kali ini.

Jadi gini ceritanya, dihari terakhir ujian nasional, gue dan deneisha (one of the chubbiest also funniest creature in the whole world) berniat untuk melepas penat bersama teman teman dekat kita. yaudah karena kita berdua yang inisiatif duluan, soo gue sebagai ketua panitia acara ini dan deneisha selaku wakil nya pun mengundang ke 7 teman dekat kami (jadi 10 sama gue dan ney, ney selalu dihitung 2). karena gue ketua acara, gue perintahkan ney untuk membuat Invitation message nya. gue percaya sama Ney, dia pasti bisa mengetuk pintu hati teman teman yang lain buat ikutan acara kita. beberapa lama kemudian, Ney menyelesaikan tugasnya. dan begini hasil invitation nya:

Hey Guys! memperingati hari Kartini yang jatuh bertepatan dengan hari terakhir UN kita, gue: deneisha cantik, dan dia: Laras kece Anggraini, mau ngajakin lo semua buat ikut serta ke acara syukuran kecil kecilan ini. Buat dresscode nya sesuai tema, kita pake BATIK! (emg itu hari kamis jd seragam gue batik -_- ) no sandals ladies (iyelah kan sekolah) dan buat tiketnya cukup bawa dvd yang seru buat kita tonton. Simple kan? dari kita, untuk kita :) Acara ini didukung oleh: Karaoke Venus Galaxy (kita akan melepas penat disana) dan rumah nya dea. Cp: Laras, Laras, dan Laras. wanna join us? P.S Best dress dapet hadiah spesial loh ;) sama kalo mau ajak temen bilang dulu yah, cz this is private party ;)

Ya gue tau itu super kampung banget, dan bisa diganti semua dengan "eh, besok ikut karaokean sama dvd marathon brg yuk? mauga?" and case closed. tapi yaudah demi menghargai kerja keras ney akhirnya itu gue kirim ke teman teman yang lain dengan rasa pesimis luar biasa mereka akan tertarik ikutan karena invitation kampung itu. hahhaaha

Tapi ternyata usaha Ney berhasil!! gak disangka ternyata keeseokan harinya 7 teman yang gue kirimin message itu mau ikut semua! bahkan mereka excited. wah alhamdulilah publikasinya berhasil, tapi tunggu dulu! sebentar.. semua ini total ada 9 orang.... tapi.................... kendaraan nya cuma satu. mobil mini gue pulaaa! oke gue dan Ney mulai panik.

sebenernya gampang sih tinggal naik taksi aja sebagian, dan masalah beres, tapi ternyata persahabatan kita terlalu erat.. nggak ada yang mau dipisahkan. semuanya mau ttp bareng bareng.... oke kalo ini baru tinggal gue aja yang panik. Mobil gue bukan angkot atau metromini..... what shud i do???!! tapi ternyata mereka semua semangaat. dan kita pun mulai mencoba, memasukkan satu persatu pantat demi pantat, mengatur formasi yang tepat supaya nggak berat sebelah. dibelakang 6, bangku supir gue sendiri (bisa sih berdua tapi gue masih mau idup), di bangku co-pilot 2 orang. total 9 orang......... boleh percaya boleh engga. terserah. gue juga ngga percaya sebebernya.

that was the most unforgettable and exciting memory in my 3 years Highschool!!! gue harus menginjak gas sekuat tenaga, dan berkonsentrasi dalam menyetir karena spion kanan kiri belakang ketutupan kepala orang. semua orang dijalan yang liat mobil gue pasti syok dan ngakak sambil nunjuk nunjuk. ada beberapa dari mereka yang menyempatkan diri untuk menghitung berapa isi di mobil gue.

susah sekali berkonsentrasi dimobil itu. sebentar sebentar ada yang teriak "aduhhh kaki gue keinjek siapa nih?!" "Doooh pantat gue keram!" "auuu ini tangan siapa yang gue dudukin ini?" "duhh kepala gue kejedoot!!" "wey ac dong ac gue gabisa napas disini" "ras jalannya buruan! malu diliatin orang" "eh ini kalo ada polisi gimana??? kan didepan gaboleh berdua!"

Jeder, teriakan yang terakhir itu membuat kita semua panik. oiyaa gimana nih ya kalo ada polisi! matii gue. tapi termyata teman teman gue pinter semua. gue lupa ini ide siapa, tapi ada yang bilang "tuker posisi aja, Deneisha sama Dereisha (mereka anak kembar) yang didepan berdua!! nanti kalo ditilang bilang aja KEMBAR SIAM!!"

wait. itu mungkin ide terbodoh terkonyol dan terhebat seumur hidup gue. satu mobil ngakak semua dengernya tapi kita semua setuju, lalu mewujudkan ide brilian itu, deneisha dan dereisha akhirnya sibuk mengatur posisi mereka duduk dengan posisi kembar siam yang seAlami mungkin, kan gamungkin orang percaya kembar siam kalo posisi mereka pangku pangkuan.. jadi mereka harus berbagi tempat supaya bisa kembar siam yang nempel disamping. kita pun sibuk membuat rekayasa skenario kembar siam itu kalo kalo nanti beneran ditilang. hahaha.

sepanjang perjalanan nggak berhenti" nya ketawa, adaaa aja yang mulai nyeletuk nyeletuk aneh. pertama kita makan siang dulu, karaokean, baru kerumah dea di kemang pratama. That was truly an exhausting but also craziest journey. everything went all terribly fun! sampe pas di kemang pratama, pas kita mau mampir ke sebuah supermarket buat beli minum, di pinggir jalan gue liat ada sepasang kekasih yang kayaknya lagi berantem, awalnya sih keliatannya berantemnya kaya berantem biasa, kayak sinetron ftv jaman sekarang, muka cewek nya keliatan abis nangis, rambutnya basah (ini gue gaktau kenapa), sampe akhirnya lama kelamaan adegan mereka jadi kayak tayangan kriminal di Buser. si cewek narik baju si cowok sampe hampir robek sambil teriak marah marah, si cowok ternyata gamau kalah dia dorong si cewek terus sesekali mukul dan nabok, si cewek bales nabok, si cowo nampar dan nyekek si cewe sambil di dorong menuju deket deket got (entah kenapa adegannya emang random banget).

seisi mobil gue (masih 9 orang) langsung panik. bayangin 9 orang semua panik di satu mobil kecil berisiknya kaya apa. "anjir eh itu parah bgt gila wey!! gimana nih serem banget itu!!" gue disitu mungkin yang paling panik, mungkin karena jiwa kepahlawanan gue tinggi gue langsung buka pintu, gue mau turun sok sok melerai tapi gue kan sbg supir yg megang kemudi, akhirnya gue teriak "dinan! turun nan!! tolongin itu cewenya kasiaan!! turunn!!" terus ke 7 orang yang lain heboh nanggepin "jangan wey!! nanti lo ikut digampar! bisa dibunuh wey!! jangan kita disini aaja nontonin!" dan bahkan ada salah satu yang sibuk motret"in kejadian serem itu. -_-

Karena mobil gue berenti bikin macet dan udah diklaksonin mubil" dibelakang, gue membatalkan niat gue jadi pahlawan dan meneruskan perjalanan ke supermarket. sambil nungguin yang beli minuman, gue dimobil sama sebagian temen temen berdiskusi menerka nerka kenapa 2 pasangan kekasih tadi bertengkar demikian seremnya. lalu muncul beberaapa dugaan:

1. kayaknya cowoknya habis melakukan perbuatan 'asusila' ke ceweknya terus mau ninggalin ceweknya, soalnya rambut ceweknya basah, berati habis....... (pikiran dramatis)

2. kayaknya sebenernya itu adalah syuting reality show, sebenernya di mobil di ujung jalan ada panda sama mandala yang lagi bersiap siap turun untuk menyelesaikan masalah, rambut basah ceweknya diakibatkan mereka sudah 'take' ulang berkali kali, ceweknya udah nyebur got berkali kali tapi adegannya masih blm beres jadi diulang lagi........ (korban televisi)

Jadi bayangin nggasih kalau ternyata yang bener itu pikiran yang ke-2 terus tiba" kita turun rame" sok sok ngelerai mereka sambil bilang 'udah udah plis jangan berantem' dan sang sutradara tiba-tiba dateng marah marahin kita......

habis dari supermarket kita balik lagi ke TKP mau lanjutin nonton kali aja masih ada, kebetulan udah ada yang beli keripik buat camilan, eh tapi ternyata pasangan misterius itu udah ngga ada di tkp, dannnn emang dasar temen temen gue gila mereka ttp kekeuh nyari pasangan Kasar itu kemana perginya, gue pun nurut nyetirin muter-muter kemang pratama (dalam formasi 9 orang yang sama,si kembar masih pura pura kembar siam) nyari dimana mereka ngelanjutin gulatnya, apakah panda dan mandala bisa menyelesaikan masalah mereka??

setiap pasangan yang kita liat kita datengin siapa tau itu pasangan serem tadi. tapi ternyata kita tidak bisa menemukan pasangan itu. dimana pun mereka berada, semoga mereka baik baik aja. semoga ceweknya ngga masuk angin, semoga mereka cepet akur.... amin.

Acara hari itu berakhir di rumah dea (where those picts were taken). think that i'll never ever forget that 'heavy' moment. oh Gosh i am deadly too in love with my friends.. then i finally graduated and left my highschool time. hardly still can't believe time flies that fast. But one biggest wish that i want for this month,God... dear June, make this.. one of my deepest dream come true in the end of you.. i'm begging you,

let me get what i've been dreamin' for so long, or show me Your other greatest plan.

go fly a kite

2011-04-14T21:11:00.000-07:00

go fly a kite
up above the sky in the night.
going through the city lights,
hold the string tight,
don't let it down just keep it fly high.
even though the time isn't right.
let it blowin' out of control on a breeze

(random, i can't draw face properly -_-)

fill in the ciclre

2011-04-07T21:42:00.000-07:00

(that one is my cousin Kristianne, i adore her photos, truly beautiful! )

(just one of my un-finished drawing)

heyya fellas! finally i have this spare time and the good mood to draw again and look after this site :D
It's a week to go to the National exam. very tense but honestly i'm excited. i'm totally so sick of doing learning and studying. wanna end these temptations as soon as possible.
it's been 2 months since i had my last posting. what have happened in 60 days? actually i didn't really enjoy my last 2 months. at all. i lost weight (again and again), i lost my spirit to study, i lost my spare time, i lost my relaxing weekends, i lost my one and only pencil, i lost my quality time with some of my closefirends (the most thing i hate), i lost my intimate talks with my 2nd sister because she has moved work to Medan, and at last, i've lost the meaning of 'Trust'. i don't know how to figure it word by word, i'm bad in describing something by sentences. But the essentially is... i hate liars and being lied by someone. who doesn't anywaay?? i hate knowing nothing.
but just get over it. overall i still had lots of miracles and pleasures lately, i've got many things i should be thankful for :)

have a great day people!
don't forget to spread the truthful words all over the worlds anyway :P

Happy birthday Ariestya!

2011-04-07T21:03:00.000-07:00

This is me and some of my friends's stop motion video. This is made for our beloved girl Risty on her 18th birthday. this our first time making stop motion video and never ever thought before i'd be that complicated and full of difficulties. more than 350 images we took. and truly Glad to have it done, with tons of mistakes everywhere tough. we're still amateur anyway! comments are needed here! :D

ripped the jeans out, these are some last moment before we grow apart

2011-02-06T02:57:00.000-08:00

those pictures were taken in the middle of my beloved XI Social 1 class yearbook photoshoot.

i heart my class. overmuch. i don't wanna grow old.

it's suddenly over.

2011-01-21T22:53:00.000-08:00

every single road has the end. and so do couples, like us.

i don't even know what's the matter, what's wrong with us, especially with the person who had poured tons of kindness and adorable memories into this short 60 days. i didn't recognize to whom i was talking to lately. you've turned into something that you're absolutely not. or maybe, me that just don't know.

yup, i've never thought that it'd be sucha short short story. it feels like discontinued something that has just started and still running fast. Just like that, it's over. Tormented and torn apart. ironic.

do not ever blame on this far far away condition, distance doesn't ruin relationship, but doubts do, remember when we were standing in front of the huge and large Indonesia map in Seaworld? there we saw that we're far apart, then you said it was morethan 300 km far away. then you went to mecca which thousands miles away from here. But at that time, we have no fear, no doubts for that fuckin' numbers. why? because all we wanted is just to be together. with no matters. that's it.

so much to tell so much to shared, but overall.. i'm kinda missing you in here, the old you. i miss us,i miss the laughs, i miss the latenight conversation, i miss cursing the bad connection during phonecall between this hundreds kilometers. i miss the smell of your car, your blabber cheeks, your fat tummy like a pregnant mommy, your 'not funny' jokes, things we shared, songs we sang, heartwarming hugs we make to each others, and waiting for your coming. i hate how far apart we have grown. i'm sorry if i've done things that might piss you off. i'm sorry if i come off as annoying. i'm just struggling for making my favorite boy better. you don't really care though. thankyou for anything everything. go on then, i put your name on my prays. be happy.

People change,feelings change. it doesn't mean that love once shared wasn't true and real. it simply just means that sometimes when people grow, they grow apart. -500 days of summer-

iloveyou.

amateur

2011-01-21T22:34:00.000-08:00

underwater

2010-12-23T02:00:00.000-08:00

~if i were a mermaid, i would paint on my own fin~

grown from fairyworld

2010-12-23T01:28:00.000-08:00

i bet most of you girls have ever dreamed about being a princess, walking through the town with the sparkling gold crown on the top of your hair, meet your almost-perfect true love with your own scenarios, and live happily aver after forever with dozen of chubby kids in the big castle with pastel,bright,navy,nude, or maybe dark wall. or maybe some of you aren't really interested or even care with that fairy-shits. but i? i really love and grown up from that fiction stories. so i tried to make my own badbuild castle. which i promise to be jillion ways better in reality -_-.

this is one of my fave story. Rapunzel!! i really in love with the movie.

so i wondered how if i became a rapunzel, how it would be?

okay, thank God for this normal hair, -_- no more Rapunzel.

it's 19 again!

2010-12-23T00:53:00.000-08:00

yup yup. each 19 in my calendar means that's time to make another handcraps! haha so this is what i made for our 2nd months anniversary.

(Materials: clay)

it's sucha mess actually because it was the first time for me using clay. forgive me, i'm amateur.

and we went to the Zoo on last month,

it was fun fun fun fun and damnly funnn!!!

being with you, is one of my 'bestmoment in life' lists.

2010-11-20T07:17:00.000-08:00

i want to have a really short haircut, please?

Is there any bunny in my tummy?
why am i so hungry like a puppy? :3

"Life is like dancing, when you make a mistake, you keep dancing"

handcraps!

2010-11-20T06:22:00.000-08:00

some people said that "Times fly so fast like a blast of flash when you're happy" and that's truly happened in my life, and so did you i bet. remember the big guy i told you on the last post? yupyup,me and my chubby-cheeked boyfriend celebrated our first month anniversary in the simply miserably way. he was at saudi arabia (ohnoo pacar gue menyandang gelar haji... brb pasang cadar) and i was in Jakarta at that time. but i gave that aquarium box before his departure day. (we had a pinkiepromise that he won't open that box until our anniversary day).

so sorry, for this messy lousy handmade. see you in the next months, you really poured magical things in these 30 days. *kissesandhugs

Annnddd..... i had another stinky tiny catchy gift!
me and some of my friends made this at Sesa's birthday, i proudly present you........
A MAGIC TOILET!! hahahaha.
why it had to be a toilet? soalnya sesa itu hobi sekali nongkrong di wc sekolah setiap paginya. dan mengidap diare tahap kronis setiap bulannya. hahaha. itu adalah birthday wishes card's box gitu di dalamnya kartu ucapannya pun semua berbetuk feses. :P

HAPPY shitSEVENTEEN SESAAA! :D

19-10-93

2010-10-30T00:46:00.000-07:00

yess i had the most memorable happy October in my entire life!
let me tell you how great my seventeenth birthday was..
ehem first happiness was given by a Big guy called "Esak."
we're close friend, then we're getting closer and having a crush lately, hehe.
anyway, He was my senior in senior high school, now he's a student of Brawijaya university in Malang. Lumayan looh jakarta - malang itu cuman 9cm jaraknya tapi di peta dengan skala 1:100000000 -___- (obin's sentence) jadi yaah gue mengubur dalam dalam harapan bisa tiup lilin sama dia. haha, but this is how the magic things begin. after ignoring me all day long, and successfully making me cry He texted me :
"hey, maaf ya lama bales nya, dari kemaren sibuk nyetir, ke Jakarta, demi kamu nih.."
DANGGGG it hit me right on my heart. hahaha. then we were having some great times together.

he picked me up after school and we went to Seaworld!! yeayy!

lalu dia menemani gue semalaman suntuk menghitung detik detik menuju tanggal 19 oktober, my favorite day, my birthday :)
tepat di pukul 00:01 dia mengucapkan happy birthday and wait..... He had another words!! haha he said emm.. you knoww, it's kinnda 'would you be my girlfriend?' words. hahaha. sounds cheesy but hey,,, it was 00:05 right in front of my house gate under the dull and silent dark night A guy came from 900km out there was standing in front of me holding my hands and wanted to be my bf with that yearning eyes! should i say 'No??' ofcourse not :D

after officialy having a big boyfriend right on my birthday, i started my 19th of october with the widest smile ever. di sekolah berjalan biasa saja. no surprise, no candles, no birthday cake, or birthdaygifts. but hey, fairytale does exist!! sepulang bimbel (esak picked me up and gave me my first birthday cake!) i got another surprise at home, i was so speechless wordless breathless and amost fainted when i the whole of my buddies came out from my room with the loudest Happy birthday song ever! my fave part is they made a big banner and wrote 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY LARAS ANGGRAINI' with a bottle of Glow in the dark paint!! my room was sparkling and glowing amazingly!! i couldn't even feel my knees at that time. It was 9pm!! they all were still in school uniform. Ternyata ini semua hasil kerjasama Esak, teman teman, dan nyokap gue. hhahaha if only i knew other words i should say to you besides 'Thankyou' guys..... :")

what a lovely birthday cake

lalu di tanggal 23 nya gue mengadakan selamatan kecilkecilan sebenarnya ucapan terimakasih untuk semua teman teman who have successfully made my birthday sucha Blast. gue mau minta maaf juga karena undangannya tidak terlalu banyaak. bukan bermaksud sombong atau ngga temen tapi tapi... gue mmg ingin merayakan dg orang" terdekat saja, juga budget yang paspasan hahah. but Friends forever yaa ppl!! :D and this is my simple birthday celebration

i wanna say tons of thanks for the birthday gifts, i got some cuttie stuffs. they all are awesome but i got 2 best birthday gift ever, here they are..

Kiky and the gank gimme 3 puzzles of my photos! whoaaaawwwwww. that's pretty awesome guys so much thankssss (smooch). and theeen the second one is from my Bigboy esak, he gave me a 'Harmonika' which i've been wondering for so loooooooongg. Thankyouuu dear. (hug!)
But, having those fabulous people in my life is the most valuable gift i've ever had.
Thanks God, for giving me this best fairytale. thank you. please make them happy too. i'm begging you.

with tons of love,
-the happiest birthdaygirl-

Birthday boy

2010-10-03T00:26:00.000-07:00

last 28th september was my father's birthday.
it would be his 54th birthday if he were alive.
i supposed to post this right on his birthday but i've been drowning in my school's activities lately, doing school's shits, erhh 12th grade truly sucks.

i miss my daddy,
i mean.. i'm totally miss to hear his wise words and also the way he carry me on his shoulder.
i lost his manly steps.
i need him to help me decide what college majoring that i have to choose, i need his guidance to grow older and older, i need him to convince my Mom that becoming an 'artworker' is also a good decision! i need his advice about my cheesy lovelife and how to deal with Boys -,- I want to show him i got A+ in my math test. I want to tell him about my fucking boring school, my annoying friends, my bad day, everything everything!! so much to tell dad... if there's an internet connection in Heaven, please open my site and see how bad i'm missing you around here. I know you're happy there, wherever you are. And don't worry, i have a 'notbad' life here. everything was okay, Mom is great! she's being fatter and fatter but she's caring us well. although sometimes she forget to make breakfast for us -__- Sisters? they've become such an established carrier woman. and i'm doing all fine :)

Someday when I’m all grown up.
You’re what I want to be
Then I will have a little child,
Who’ll want to follow me.

And I would want to lead just right,
And know that I was true
So, walk a little slower, Dad,
For I must follow you.

Happy birthday My man..

your spoiled girl,

laras
ps: kid loves daddy berrymuch! be happy there!!!

rainy day

2010-09-06T09:53:00.000-07:00

It's holiday, and i can't control my hands

"si Kembar Dereisha-Deneisha"

(crayons, watercolor-pencil, markers)

(watercolor-pencils, blue pen)

(watercolor-pencils)

sometimes, papers could be as empty as i feel right-now.

(full colors snowman markers, origami, and lil bit touches of raindrops)

The sound of a Heartwarming Raindrops was waking me up this morning. really i ouldn't stop sniffing the smell of wet earth. hmmm so i jumped out from my nest and started scratching papers. what a Great DAY!

Have a wonderblast Holiday people!! ^^

beware of liar!

2010-09-06T09:30:00.000-07:00

SOS UNPLUGGED 2010 !

2010-09-06T08:48:00.001-07:00

Alhamdulilah kelas Sosial SMAN 81 berhasil mengadakan kegiatan kebanggaannya anak SOS lagi tahun ini :)
Bukan cuma acara hura hura, bukan cuma penunjukkan eksistensi, tapi tujuan acara ini memang 100% untuk amal. Untuk membantu saudara saudara kita yang kurang mampu, melalui penggalangan dana dan baju serta buku bekas layak pakai yang selama 3 hari kita kumpulkan,
31 Agustus 2010 kemarin, dengan bangga kita adakan SOS UNPLUGGED 2010!

sumbangan diberikan kepada Yayasan Panti Asuhan Dulur Salembur.

And...
here we are....
WE ARE SOCIAL
WHO GOT TALENTS!!

"monkey Papua"

"Paduan suara SOS"

the HOTTEST performance of the year!!!
"LUNGANGKANG and FRIENDS!!"

"another KEONG RACUN :P"

hahahahhahahhahahahahahahha.

Buka puasa bersama di Panti Asuhan Dulur Salembur.

Terimakasih kepada semua pihak yang telah mendukung, teman teman yang sudah menyumbangkan uang jajannya untuk acara ini, yang mama papa nya udah jadi donatur, buat guru guru yang mendukung, semuaa semuaaa... maaf kalo saya galak, maaf kalo saya marah marah terus yaaa. maaf kalo nggak becus jadi ketua :'( makasih. aku terharuuu~~

I am social, and i'm proud of it.
for me,
SOCIAL is more than SPECIAL

hello i'm back!

2010-08-11T02:40:00.000-07:00

'hey, i'm cuter than a rat!'
that's my new friend, hamsterhead. He's funny and wants to be a chef someday. -_-

just if i knew how to draw fingers properly :_____(
would anybody teach meee?
i can't even make a fingers with my fingers.
seems so awkward. -__-

it's been a long time since i drew last.
i was drowning in my busyness, and i lost my mood for grabbing a pencil and having a chit chat with papers and eraser. i feel like i'm out of idea, i'm out of talent. yeah.. lately i feel so talentless.
I discourage my dream to be an art worker, but i'll keep drawing, for myself, and my kids later :)

aksi seluas galaksi

2010-08-11T02:18:00.000-07:00

Finally, after passing all of the hard work, big effort, and uncountable sacrifices, we have the widest smile, the hugest pride, and best moment ever .

it is not about how big the event or how amazing the crowd was. but it is about How Great we worked together as a 'TEAM'.
how proud we are being one of this word: REVIVAL.

saya pribadi mengucapkan terimakasih yang tidak terhingga untuk semua pihak yang telah membantu acara kami.
pihak sekolah, sponsor, media partner, orang tua murid, kakak kakak alumni (especially for Olympus) , seluruh pengisi acara, Mas Heru dkk (event organizer), seluruh keluarga besar SMAN 81, dan tentunya.. for all of the CREWS!!!! You are all awesome guys! :'3

maaf yang sebesar-besar nya untuk segala kekurangan yang ada.

REVIVAL4, saya harap kalian akan lebih membanggakan :")

owl

2010-05-25T22:56:00.000-07:00

Philo and me

2010-05-15T08:18:00.000-07:00

Philo to me

Me to Philo

aku tepati janjiku lip, gambarin kamu walaupun berbulan bulan berlalu, kamu telah menunggu, dengan gundah dan ragu, dan hasilnya pun kaku, nggak lucu, bahkan agak sedikit rancu, tidak bagus seperti gambarmu, tapi sadarlah itu kamu, si ulat bulu :3

makasih ya lip telah menyelamatkan ku dari lift yang mau menjepit badanku waktu itu hehe.
salam manis selalu.
'kamumanisjuga' hahahaha

if i were a mermaid

2010-05-06T04:22:00.000-07:00

they're my pearls

and my jellyfishes

i tattooed word 'DADDY' on my right arm, if i could make it permanent. :')

if i could live for longer, under the sea

la revedere

2010-05-06T01:55:00.000-07:00

i like the way we had a long and unguided night conversation. the endlessly topics, and the odd jokes.
i like the way we steal a glance from distance. and turn my head away when we caught by.
i like the way he talked about his dreams, and yes we're imagining dreams.
i like hear his scrannel voice when he had a flu.
i like the way he drove a car and tried to guess the right road when we get lost.
i like the way he called me with a thousand crappy calls.
i like the way he begged me to admit that he's Handsome.
i like the way he sing his favorite song. with that bad melodies, some inappropriate lyrics, and broken tones at the end.
i really love his sense of music. he's my favorite musicplayer so far.
i like to enjoy his bad cough every week. sounds like a dying grandpa.
i like to wait his nickname appears on my online list every night.
i like the way we had some games just to complete the tedious night.
i like the way we made our pinkie promises. and believed that God is listening.
i like the way you chose the ice cream flavor. it only took 2,5 seconds after the waitress asked.
i really really love the way we shared our scoops.
choco hazelnut, and vanilla oreo.
such a best combination.

i like the way he licked the ice cream seemed like a hungry predator.
and i need more than an hour to ate them up.

i like the way we taunting each other.
the way we're telling stories we'll always remember.
the way we keep in silence because all of the awkwardness between us.

wondering what's on your mind,
did it match with mine?
wondering how long it would last,
would it be tomorrow or another while?

then i adore how simple we spent that moment, as a goodbye.

imaginary man

2010-04-03T06:54:00.000-07:00

take me to your highest illusion.
to our furious imagination.
through the wilderness.
crossing the phenomenal fact.
no fears, while we're hand in hand.

my imaginary man.

'Jendral semut' and other random scratchs

2010-04-03T06:51:00.000-07:00

bookworm couple

the (BAD) Remedy Walloni :P hahahha

Nah gambar ketiga itu berasal dari sebuah cerita. yang pernah juga di bacain di @traxfmjkt hehe.
oke kali ini mau tidak mau si Obin harus muncul kembali di blog sampah ini.
karena dia akan menjadi pemeran pendukung (tentu saja pemeran utamanya gue) -,,-
HAHA. percayalah sodara sodara. cerita ini sungguh horor mistis menegangkan memacu adrenalin sekaligus jenaka.

jadi waktu itu hari minggu adalah jadwal gue dan Obin kencan di Villa merah.
dan hari itu gue telat sekali.
sehabis pamit sama ibu di mobil gue bergegas turun dengan mata masih setengah matang.
gue yakin kelas pasti udah mulai.
tapiii.... TETOT!!
pas gue buka pintu... SINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG...............~~~
tiada pun satu tanda tanda kehidupan disana, tiada anak anak dengan mimpi fsrd yg giat menggambar, kakak pengajar pokoknya SEPI. ngga ada orang sama sekali.
gue mulai berspekulasi aneh aneh.
mulai dari Ternyata hari ini tanggal merah dan libur (masih wajar)
telah terjadi penculikan di bimbingan belajar vila merah (oke gue mulai parno)
gue lagi masuk di acara TV sebentar lagi akan ada gerombolan kru yg datang memberi selamat (-___-)
trus gue panik.
tapi akhirnya ngga beberapa lama IRIN datang dan Obin lupa ngasih tau gue kalo hari ini belajarnya di taman Gandaria -,,- oke gue sama irin menerjang angin menuju Taman Gandaria.

ohya. untuk bekal bertahan hidup selama 4 jam di vilmer gue dari rumah bawa bekal yaitu Muffin Coklat yang gue bungkus plastik dan gue letakkan dengan manis di tas gue.
ingat! ini adalah kunci dari cerita ini!!!

sampai taman Gandaria langsung ambil posisi masing masing gue memilih lesehan di bawah. tasnya kutaro dibawah kursi taman dekat pohon. (sekali lagi. ini kata kuncinya!)
oke tidak usah membahas bagaimana dan apa yang gue gambar karena gambar gue yg paling hina hari itu haha.
abis gambar langsung balik lagi jalan ke vilmernya kan. kita udah janjian buat makan bekal masing masing. berhubung kelas kita dipake ibu ibu entah ngapain kita numpang di kelasnya Irin, (bukan kelas gue atau obin, sekali lagi bukan kelas gue atau obin, ngga ada yang kita kenal)
lagi asik asik ngobrol sambil si Obin menyantap roti gorengnya. lalu gue mau mamer muffin coklat kesayangan gue yang gue bangga bangga kan sejak tadi. pas gue buka tas gue.
.......................
gue tidak bisa berkata apa apa,
cuma bisa ngasih liat isi tas gue ke Obin.
dan.
kita berdua lemas merinding.
melihat.
tas gue... sudah dipenuhi oleh lebih dari 1000 SEMUT taman yang mengerubungi muffin coklat gue.
gue yakin itu lebih dari seribu.
karena pas gue dan Obin tunggingin itu keluar seperti bubuk susu.
bener bener merinding berdiri bulu kuduk gue,
untung waktu itu obin pemberani.
kita berdua pegangan di kamar mandi. bilang 'ini cuma semut, kita pasti bisa, jangan takut,kita pasti bisaaa!!!!' (menggenggam tangan)
gue jamin kalo ada yang denger langsung mimisan saat itu juga.

hampir setengah jam kita gebuk gebuk tas gue pake sapu, akhirnya kita berhasil memenangkan perang semut sengit ini. dimenangkan oleh kubu manusiaa horeee!!
selesai perang gue membuang muffin itu, dan gue sekarang agak trauma makan muffin.
rasanya semut semut itu menghantui gue.
balik ke kelas, kita ngos ngosan, keringetan, kaya habis balap karung.
dan
tidak ada satu orangpun disana yang mengetahui cerita ini. HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
mereka bingung kita abis ngapain. mau cerita juga kayaknya ngga ada yg percaya.

but anyway.
jillion thanks to Obin :') for saving my life, (tes... air mata menetes)

hai me on hai

2010-04-03T05:57:00.001-07:00

on hai april edition, "lets customize ourstyle"

me and Cantika was offered by my one of my greatest senior ka Icul. because his bf is one of the hai journalists. so thanked to her. then i recommended my friend Hafiz Akhbar (The second picture) to became one of the interviewees.

I'm not a fashion blogger, even i don't have any ability or capability on that. it's all just a coincidence.
just made my mother mad because of cutting most of her old stuffs. :D

halftone pattern

2010-03-21T03:23:00.000-07:00

Unpowered rangers

2010-02-23T02:33:00.000-08:00

we used to be that strong.
we used to be that powerful.
we used to be that tough.
we used to be that connected.
we used to be the heroes.
we used to protect each other when one was attacked.
we used to holding hands when we were changing.
and i used to know you, although you were in a mask.

we didn't use to be..
we shouldn't be..
like this..

"i miss you stranger"

just some unspoken words

2010-02-23T02:28:00.000-08:00

That both photos were my daddy's captures. he had a talent

and that's mine :P how baad

handstand

2010-02-19T06:29:00.001-08:00

"I tried to do handstands for you
Everytime I fell on you, yeah, everytime I fell
I tried to do handstands for you
But everytime I fell for you
I'm permanently black and blue, permanently blue for you.

Got bruises on my knees for you
And grass stains on my knees for you
Got holes in my new jeans for you
Got pink and black and blue for you

For you-ooh-ooh-ooh
So black and blue-ooh-ooh-ooh
For you-ooh-ooh-ooh."

(bruises - chairlift)

this lyrics has been spinning around my head for these few days. it's recommended by Obin anyway.

heyaaa!!! i can do (bad) sketch!

2010-02-19T06:05:00.001-08:00

my friend, the hottest one, Kartika Putria

i learnt how to make shadows from the master Cantika , couldn't be as good as her but at least, i'm trying

"There is a man whose called Uncle Jim
Doesn’t have home, he’s sleeping on the street
He use to play his old violin
Singing while tap dancing with his feet

I always see him every morning
He gives me strength and spirit with his smile
I wait the train until it’s coming
Wave my hand and then he says “Goodbye”

Rising up to major notes, falling down to minor chords
I always remember all the words
Don’t worry, be happy.. he shout at me that im so pretty
Maybe people think that he’s so crazy
Uncle Jim, you make my world becomes beautiful
Play the melody once more"

Uncle Jim-Endah N Ressa

like i careeeeeee

2010-02-18T06:09:00.000-08:00

my brain was sooo overloaded with people's judgments.
my heart was sooo pretty broken because of you.
my hair was crappy mess like a pineapple

just if i can shout it out loud.

My first roll

2010-02-13T19:09:00.000-08:00

My first roll from EXIMUS which is my chairmate (acim) gift in my 16th birthday.
i'm amateur anyway, please left some comments

why did i QUIT from my basketball team

2010-02-09T02:19:00.000-08:00

it's been a long time since i told you a HAPPY or NOT SOBBING story last. i was really not in a HAPPY condition so far. but not also sad, i just didn't have any capability to play with words at that time. but noww,, i've just remembered a story, a dummy silly story, embarrassing one.. this is about BASKETBALL!!

taraaaam.
yeah, i used to be good in sport. remember this posting? yeah, that's about my elementary GANK, named SPORTY GIRL, that's the most embarrassing posting anyway -___-

i filled my childhood with manysports. at that time i was a super duper SPORTY girl wanna be. i rejected when my mom offered me to join a ballet class, piano lesson, or bought me a skirt. as a labil Kid, i pretended my mind and also my style to be as sporty as i could. i know this sounds disgusting. and i do really disgust that.

i've joined basketball team in school since i was in the third grade in elementary, i was one of the best player. i played in the main team for the competition. i was still TALL and VIT (which is now have become a crappy skinny weakly oldy tiny one T_T ) butt... when i was in JHS, everything had changed, and that's the beginning of this story.

okay.
in Junior High School, (smp 216) i joined the Basketball team to proved my ability also loyalty in the name of BASKETBALLWORLD. (with right hand raised - -") but...., everything weren't the same again. there were soooooo manyyyyy other students who were much more (real) talented than me! who can do lay up and dribbling nimbly. that's really broke my spirit.. i was so down, even i had practiced over and over, until my skin got darker and darker, and i used to go home verrryy latee. again, that's all as my verification of my Glory SPIRIT of SPORT.!! (close this site if you want to. haha)

but....
reality didn't mind that, i'd never been in the MAIN team again. i was only as the Backup player.
soooo badd..

untill,
one day, there was a classmeeting in my school, such a sport competition between all the classes.
and at that time, i was really in looovveee with one of my senior.
He's very gently handsome and charming. i adored him badlymuch. ahahahha
um but i think this part would be better if it's told by BAHASA, and also i'll save yall from my BAD english. hehe

okeee jadi yaa (langsung medok dan legaaaa) kita sebut aja kakak kelas gue itu si MR.BEAR, dan hari itu adalah jadwal tanding basket putri kelas gue vs kelas atas, wihiii lawan kakak kelas, siapa takuuuuutt -___-"" gue mulai pemanasan, strecthing lari keliling lapangan, senam lantai dan ritual lainnya untuk menjaga stamina. apalagi si MR.BEAR sedang menonton sangat dekat dengan garis lapangan. makin semangat aaaaa.

oiya akhir akhir itu gue sedang mengidap entah apa namanya mungkin pre-ataksia. gue seringgg sekalii jatoh tiba tiba, tanpa ada alasan apapun, yang bukti nya masih melekat di dengkul gue sampai sekarang. gue suka hilang keseimbangan.

yak pertandingan dimulai,
gue bermain dengan lihai, gesit bagai pangsit, gue dribble bola kesana kemari, dengan beribu jurus dan teknik yang gue punya, berputar putar menggocek, terkadang gue pakai teknik tipuan, sampai pada pertengahan pertandingan, gue sudah mulai agak capek, lelah, tapi aku yakin, Laras pasti bisaa... Laras pasti kuaaatt dengan tangan dikepal. (silahkan garuk ajah nggapapa)
saat itu Bola lagi ngga ditangan gue, bukan juga ditangan pasangan musuh yang harus gue TEMPEL (istilah pelatih gue) tapi sekali lagi, atas nama perbolabasketan duniaa!! gue harus profesional, gue tetep tempel tuh musuh, gue rentangkan tangan menghalangi jalannya. walaupun gue sadar dia pasti bingung akan apa yang gue lakukan. gue tetep fokus menjaga dia sambil berlari, sampai akhirnya gue liat ada si MR. BEAR lagi menonton pertandingan ini dekat sekali dengan garis lapangan, gue makin menunjukan kemampuan guee..!! siapa tau dia suka yang tomboy mariboy, ahaii.

sampai tibalah saat itu
selagi asik unjuk bakat menjaga lawan, tiba tiba keseimbangan gue hilang begitu saja.
tanpa ada apa apa sebelumnya. ngga ada apa apa disekitar gue...
GEDUBRAAAAKK SROOOOOOTTTTT.......
gue mendarat dengan sempurna tiba tiba mencium aspal.
tanpa ada apa apa.
bola juga bukan di tangan gue, bola ada jauh disana sedang diperebutkan,
belum cukup kesialan gue, tiba tiba GABRUKKKKKK yak, si kakak kelas yang dari tadi gue jagain jatoh meniban badan gue yang udah matirasa. ternyata kakinya keserimpet kaki gue yang jatoh, gue masih belum sadar, sampe pas gue buka mata dan menengok, okay
gue JATUH TEPAT DI DEPAN SI MR.BEAR!!!!! astaga, saat itu gue berharap bisa menghilang atau mati saja sekalian.

langsung datang seorang cowok menghampiri panik, mengangkat tubuh yang menibani gue, ohh ternyata itu pacarnya sikakak musuh gue.
Pacarnya : "aduh sayaangg, kamu kenapa? sakit yaa?? apanya astagaaa" (sambil digendong)

fyi, dia cuman luka di dengkul. sama sikut baret dikit,
gue??
dengkul udah ngga tau bentuknya gimana keseret di aspal, tangan bedarah, bahu keseleo, dagu agak baret.
siapa yang menolong???
TIDAK ADA SODARA SODARA.
yang lain bahkan masih melanjutkan pertandingan, karena emang ngga nyadar gue dibelakang udah kecelakaan.
gue ngga berani melihat si MR.BEAR itu, mungkin dia sedang menertawakan posisi dan peristiwa jatoh gue yang sangat lawak kayak pinguin main seluncur air.

akhirnya, gue menguatkan diri, bangun sendiri, nyari AIR sendiriiiiii,,, ngambil betadine dan perban sendiriiiiiiiiii....... dari kejauhan, kakak musuh gue itu masih di sayang sayang sama pacarnya, pingin gue tiban juga pacarnya sekalian. pingin gue sumbat hidungnya pake betadine. lalu gue pulang kerumah babak belur. dan resmi bilang ke ibu, "aku mau berenti basket bu"

tapi gue belum mengubur jiwa ke sok-SPORTY an gue,
karena ngga beberapa lama setelah itu,
gue ikut ekskul KARATE!!! hahahaaahahah
tapi 3 bulan kemudian gue keluar lagi karena nggamau disuruh latihan pake baju putihnya itu huahuahuahaa.
itu terakhir gue berolahraga secara benar kayaknya.

but, i miss being a SPORTY girl anyway...... :)

ripped our saturday night.

2010-02-04T03:18:00.000-08:00

Gabriella Patricia, my enemy from the blackhole planet. hahah

will be in your town!

2010-02-04T02:54:00.000-08:00

COMING SOON AND I'LL BE GLAD TO SEE YOU THERE. in other space.

"just giving my best for it,for every aliens,and UFO pilots,be there! wish us luck"

black snowman

2010-02-04T02:36:00.000-08:00

"another fairytale"

"Hello sunshine"

"another couple from another planet"

dear, dea ayu nastiti

2010-01-02T08:10:00.000-08:00

first of all, just read it carefully..
you don't have to think! (seneng kannn? haha) just read it word by word.

Dea ku yang lemot, teman seperlemay-an, seper kecil-an, seper selebor-an, seper pikun-an, sepersukangayal-an (oke yang itu maksa), pokoknya my soulmate...
maaf ya mungkin di seventeen mu ini ngga ada yang special,
maaf banget. hehe tadinya aku udah nyiapin surprise party nelfon nelfon mama kamu eeh taunya kamu br plg dari puncaknya besok pagi.. yaudah. bingung banget deh guaaa kalang kabut. mana banyak yang masih diluar kota juga. cuma bisa bikin itu sekaraaang huhuhu. maaf ya kado yang lainnya nyusuuul.

My Decil,My dancer.. :)
aku ingin cerita banyak sekali, walau mungkin nanti kamu cuma nangkep dikit dan responya gitu gitu aja. tapi aku senang kalo curhat sama kamuu. ngga pernah capek dengerinya. semoga mimpi mimpi mu tercapai yaa diumur tujuh belas ini. semoga makin pintar, semoga semuanyaaaaaaaa.
ditunggu party ber-dance floornya
bigg hug and kisses nyunyunyuuuu

Cipinang indah, 2 januari 2010.

Larcil.

silly things before 2010

2010-01-01T23:04:00.000-08:00

(welcoming for 2010 with Obin at her house)

Hey aalll please allow me to congratulate the newyear to you all ! yippie.
how was your newyear eve?

tahun baru yang gue lewati bersama obin sebenernya ngga terlalu heboh, intinya gue cuman numpang niup terompet sama nonton kempang api dirumah obin hehe. itu juga baru kita rencanakan jam 1 tanggal 31 nya, cuma iseng nanya,
L : "obin tahun baru kemana?"
O : "ngga kemana mana ras,huhu. kamu?"
L : "sama nih dirumah aja hehe"
O : "yaah. kirain laras nge chat mau ngajakin kemanaa gitu.."
L : "lah sama, gue kira juga abis gue chat lo bakal ngajak kemanaaa gitu ngahaha"
-____-'

nah lalu gue berhubung gue anaknya sangat inovatif. maka gue berinisiatif untuk menginap dirumah obin yang letaknya sodara sodaraa.. ngajak berantem banget. benar benar jauh. di kota Legenda Bekasi timur. (ayo semua telan ludah)
tapi gue sok sok nggatau itu jauh. dan tetap minta ibu untuk nganterin ke tempat kita janjian disalah satu Mall di jabodetabek yang tidak ingin dipublikasikan namanya demi kepentingan bersama.

abis kita bertemu, gue mengeluhkan tas gue yang sangat berat karena emang gue paling heboh kalo mau nginep. haha. semua gue bawa. maka Obin mengidekan untuk menitipkan tas gue di GRAMEDIA.
(ingat ingat bagian ini!)

abis itu kita makan dulu karena gue laper, NYALON dulu, sama sama potong rambut dan creambath karena sama sama punya rambut rusak. obin bercabang, saya rontok -,- hahaha
kita menikmati semua pelayanan salon yang juga tidak ingin dipublikasikan karena malu sudah membuat rambut saya seperti ubur ubur (lagi).
abis itu obin ngajak photobox,karena tergiur dengan pelayanan baru. disitu tertulis:
"habis photo box,bisa langsung di upload ke facebook"

kita tau itu biasa aja tapi entah mengapa kita tergiur dan berfoto dengan brutal.

sesuai yang dijanjikan. foto kita pun langsung di upload ke facebook. hahaha hebaaaaattttt

udah nih kita masih ngobrol ngobrol dijalan sampe obin menyadari sesuatu yang ganjil..
"GRAMED NYA UDAH TUTUPP!!!!!" (sambil menunjuk ala preman jatinegara)

yaa benar sekali, gramedianya sudah tutup.
dan tas mudik gue masih ada disitu.
kita ngga baca tulisan yangh emang cuman segede kutu ditempel didepan kaca Gramedia.

kita lari terpogoh pogoh mencari bantuan.
naik turun, menghubungi security, cleaning service, meja informasi. Obin panik sampe mau nangis gitu merasa bersalah. gue cengengesan aja walaupun berat meninggalkan semua barang serta pakaian dalam bermalam disana.
tragis......
kita bolak balik nempelin muka di kaca gramed.
karena itu tas gue dekeeeet banget letaknya dari pintu, ingin gue hancurkan kacanya pake jidat ini, berkali kali gue merem dan bilang 'menghilang menghilang!!!' tapi tidak ada yang terjadi,
kita masih menempelkan muka di kaca gramedia tersebut.
memandangi tas gue yang sepertinya menangis disana..
dia kan takut gelaap... -..-"
yaudah tapi apa daya hehe. kata satpamnya disuruh balik lagi besok karena yang bawa kuncinya udah pulang.
mama obin yang abis berenang jemput kita.
dan gue akhirnya nginep cuma bawa dompet dan Hp yang sempat diselamatkan.
udah kayak orang minggat.

hahaha but i had an awesome newyear eve koook!!!!!!!!!!!!
thankyou binaaa

i have a new soul,newmindset,new spirit,and new haircut in this new year.
Hope it will revive my life ;)

Finger Painting

2009-12-22T05:23:00.000-08:00

Middle finger can do better

Black is the color of objects that do not emit in any part of the visible spectrum, they absorb all such frequencies of light.

whatever with iso,shutter speed,lighting,etc.

2009-12-12T23:13:00.000-08:00

(my Dad's capture)

(fashion show contest,My school's birthday. that's me and yossa. juara satu loh tapi hadiahnya hanya sebuah PULPEN dan sarung hape -,- haha but that's not a big deal. Thanks for BISON!)

(Dayak regional dress)

autumn leaves

2009-12-10T04:13:00.000-08:00

Since you went away the days grow long
And soon I'll hear old winter's song
But I miss you most of all my darling
When autumn leaves start to fall

cloud and sun

2009-12-07T06:16:00.000-08:00

today i got an early message in the morning. it sounds:
"one morning without You, is like one morning without Sun.."

His first month anniversary gift.

If i were your Sun, then you're the softest particle that made me warm..
From all the pain, and the worst past, you eased me endless..
Yes, you're my Cloud.

i got my mood back!

2009-12-07T06:10:00.000-08:00

Let me introduce you too..
DONKEY!

Yeah, i was inspired by my New close freak awkward and the one and only creature friend, named ANANG! haha
we call each other with DONKEY! i am Donkey #1 and He's Donkey #2.
I don't know but we both were act like a dummy Donkey sometimes. That picture has some philosophies guys! Anang is a super over skinny boy, his body is just made of skin,hair and fart. hahaha. You can use his hand to play billiard or golf or for hanging up your clothes. Some people said that he's wormy disease because actually he eats a lot every day. -,- so i drew some worms and anakondas out of his stomach do the Hunger Shout. They said "Feed me dude!!"
He has got an extra small mini and tiny eyes. it makes him looks like a squirrel.
He ussualy wears that Bulglar Jacket to school, So it's easy for me to recognize him. haha.
Andd my fave part iss.. HIS SHOESS!! TADAAAA (look at the bottom side, his shoes!)
yeah, a few days ago he showed me his ATTRACTIVE SHOES! you can even talk to his shoes!, it has a mouth! woaaw. it's cooler than warewolf i think. He told me to play soccer more often if i had wanted this kindda shoes. then, it would open its frontside mouth, and it would be bigger and bigger every day ---,--'
No no no, don't put your bad thinking to him. totally He's really a good guy! a great person to be friend. that's why he's so inspired me. HAHAHA This world needs a Donkey like us dude!!!

Donkey Tonkey #1

My unsuccessful "gambar anatomi interaksi" at villamerah -,-

I put this note infront of my desk.. and i read it carefully everyday. A great day, comes from a great Smile :)

nasty right hand

2009-12-01T03:22:00.000-08:00

Happy Cakesday Nadhira Noor :D (barry's lil sister) maaf ya kaga mirip sama sekali emang hehehe

"Halo-halo, Delapan satu.. Hari ini hari luar biasa,"

after rain songs

2009-12-01T02:51:00.000-08:00

The boy from Ipanema

City of flower

Tall and tan and young and handsome
The boy from Ipanema goes walking
And when he passes
Each girl he passes goes - ah

When he walks
He's like a samba
That swings so cool and sways so gentle
That when he passes each girl
He passes goes - ah

Ooh, but I watch him so sadly
How can I tell him I love him
Yes I would give my heart gladly
But each day
When he walks to the sea
He looks straight ahead, not at me

Tall, and tan, and young and handsome
The boy from Ipanema goes walking
And when he passes goes - ah

I smile - but he doesn't see (doesn't see)
He just doesn't see, he never sees me

(adapted from the girl from ipanema-frank sinatra)

"yeah, it's only takes 2 hours from here, yeah we're get there arrive and brought new stories, we're going to a place i know, where i was born, the city of flowers we're waiting so long. Life too short you could be shy, remember this time, leave all your troubles behind..." (city of flower-Aditya sofyan)

i miss you, and you're my pride

2009-11-10T05:18:00.000-08:00

it was so long long time ago,
since the last time i saw him.
even i don't know when it exactly.
since the last time he smiled at me,
even that was too good to remembered
he's the best part of my shorty life.
my biggest pride ever.
to be his kid.

He taught me how to be a tough one
a good person,
he taught me how to eat an ice cream without the mess of my shirt
and he taught me how to drink a cup of hot tea (by pour it on the plate -,-)
in the night he showed me how funny mr.Bean is.
the best part is..
He's a person who left this widest forehead ever on my head. hahahaha

(his trip around the world)

i miss you dad, and it'll be more as i grow up.
promised me, you'll see me succeed and charmed
wherever you are.
be happy there,
you will always be in my prayers.
big hug for you daaaaaad :,)

-ayas-

Why have to be so sad?

2009-10-21T02:29:00.000-07:00

A great day comes from a great smile :)

ibu ibu jaman sekarang

2009-10-21T02:27:00.000-07:00

ini cerita yang terjadi disaat anak anak Sosial lagi pada istirahat UB.
Waktu itu gue lagi nyeritain soal nyokap gue yang lagikatro sama yang namanya INTERNET.
doi lagi tengsin banget sama orang orang kantor, pada bawa laptop ke kantor, pegawai pegawainya banyak yang nanyain FB nya namanya apa,
Nyokap gue sedih bener kalo ditanya itu, jangan kan punya account facebook.
buka email aja gemeter -,-
akhirnya dengan berat hati gue dan kedua kakak gue serentak setuju untuk bahu membahu mengajarkan nyokap gue mengoperasikan internet, dan dia berhasil memiliki sebuah email sodara sodaraa!!!!!!!!!!!! dia pun sudah mahir membuat dan membuka EMAIL!
tapi sayang, kemampuannya hanya sebatas itu, tiap hari dia ngerengek rengek rebutan laptop sama ketiga anaknya cuma buat Buka Email -,-
mending penting emailnya, apaan cuman tagihan internet, sama iklan iklan ngga jelas.. hem
tapi kalo udah megang internet bisa bikin ngantri orang sekampung mennn. padahal yang diliat cuma itu itu doangan.
terus nyokap gue pernah curhat sedih banget katanya dia malu gitu temen temen kantornya logatnya pada Medok tapi medok inggris gitu kan, nah nyokap gue medok kebumen -,-

doi sempet minta gue bikinin dia Facebook, gara gara waktu itu Mama nurmala which is Dayat's (last ex) mom baru punya Fb,

Nyokap : Dek, dek, bikinin aku fesbuk dooong (logat jawa jangan lupa)
Gue : haa? buat apaan??? ngapain aah?? gausah, ngajarin buka email aja ribet apalagi FB -,-
Nyokap : yaaaahh bisa kok bisa, ayodong kan biar bisa Ceting sama mamanya Dayat, biar BESANAN -.....-"
Gue : aaaaaaaaaaaaaa??????? kagak kagak. ngga penting amat -,-
Nyokap : ayo cepet fotoin ibu ini buat di fesbuk! 3x4 apa berapa fotonya??

Gue pun berlari tunggang langgang menyelamatkan diri dari ibu yang haus akan internet.

Nah ternyata ngga cuma gue ajanih yang punya nasib sama.
Si Tika temen gua juga punya nyokap yang haus akan teknologi. begini reka ulangnya

mama tika (temennya mama dedeh -,-) : dek, mama tuh malu bener dah dek kalo ke arisan.
tika : napa mah?
mama tika : iya, temen temen mama nih yee bawaanya kalo ke arisan tuh pada bawa Laptop semua dah. Lah mama bawanya apaan deek?? PISANG GOREENG dek mama gelarr
tika : (sabar ya maa)

gue sama anak anak ngakak banget tuh pas denger ceritanya

terus masih ada lagi cerita dari mama tika,
waktu itu kan mama Tika udah punya Facebook nih yaa. (mama laras malu) Nah, ceritanya kakaknya Tika ganti nama Facebook gitu, biasalah kan ya gaya jaman sekarang nama facebooknya mau keren orang orang mah.
gue lupa apa namanya, contoh aja yee. misalnya jadi Sarah van jhonsen gitu
lalu nyokapnya tika Kalap. kalo nggasalah gini ceritanya

mama tika : Asatagaaa.. buset nih anak pasti udah kawin nih yaaa.. pasti nih pastii!!
tika : engga ma, cuman ganti nama fb doang.
mama tika : ya ituuu buktinya namanya ganti! udah ganti marga dia! kawin nih pasti.. ya Allah.
tika : emang nya kawin sama orang batak pake marga
mama tika : yee bisa bisaa. kawin dah pasti (ngotot)

nahhhh belom selesai nih cerita sehari bersama mama tika.
jangan kemana mana karena ini adalah yang paling kocak bagi gue.
Siapkan mental dan mata andaa!! jangan terlewat satu huruf puuuuunnnn!! perhatikan baik baik.

suatu hari saat itu dalam rumah ditengah hutan, Tika kecil sedang kalap dan kebingungan mencari Flashdisknya yang nampaknya hilang.

Tika : ma, liat flashdisk ade ngga???
Mama tika : Flashdisk? emmm udah mama buang tuh, kenapa emang?
Tika : HAAAAAH??? KOK DIBUANG MAAAA???????
Mama tika : lah emang kenapa? mama kira itu sekali pake, makannya mama buang.
Tika : aduh mamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa enggaaaaa. kok dibuang siiih? kan mahaaal, penting niiih huaaaaaaaaaaaa

Gue dengernya ngakak sampe sesek napas -,-
dikira pembalut kali ye sekali pake.

hahaha anyway ternyata emang ibu ibu jaman sekarang tuh udah pada Go gaul yaa. pada punya facebook, bahkan banyak juga yang punya Blog,
gue jadi kasian sama nyokap.
hahahha. yaudah deh gue mau ngajarin nyokap mengoperasikan Facebook dulu biar doi ngga ketinggalan jaman -,-

Alhamdulilah banget deh yaa sampe 2 hari lewat dari ulang tahun gue masih ada kado yang berdatangan huheuhee. tadi ada kiriman gitu deh dari syafika katanya titipan dari Barry.
and i got this awesome book!
Whoaaaaaa.... i really opened the biggest eyes i've ever had. and said "waaaaw how coool is it"
the tittled of the book is "Junie B's essential Survival Guide to School"
gue kira itu cuma notes biasa kan, taunya pas dibukaa.. hahha salah besaaar (ada bunyi tetot kenceng banget)
jadi itu didalemnya udah ada tulisan beserta gambar gambar lucuuu banget. itu isinya kaya tulisan diary seorang anak umur 6 tahun tentang tips dan curhat dia soal sekolahnya. Dia dibantu kakek nya bikin buku itu, spellingnya banyak yang salah (gue banget) dan bahasanya anak kecil banget hahhaha. bodoh banget deh kocak cerita ceritanya. aaaaaaaaa can't stop read that book. nanti deh gue ceritain lagi ttg buku itu.
Big thankyou ya Bar,

see ya! >:)

BEST SIXTEEN EVER! :D

2009-10-19T23:27:00.000-07:00

my family's surprise candle

yeaaay sudah lama sekali aku tak merawat blog malang ini huhu.
dan sekarang..
gue laras, gue disini mau nyeritain, soal cowo gghuee yang udah lama ilang, dia pergi pake sendal..
(muka serius ala realityshow -,- sok sok nahan nangis)

engga gue mau cerita soal my BEST 19th OF OCTOBER ever!
yap itu adalah hari burung gue. gue paling suka bulan oktober, selain ada ulang tahun gue, juga ada ulangtahun nyokap,bestie gue dari kecil (anggun),dan oktober adalah musim hujannn. aaaa...
but i never hate october this much.
itu yang selalu gue bilang di fb atau twitter, This is the wors october ever.
banyak alasannya deh, cukup gue aja yang tau hehe. shhh (sok rahasia)
apalagi ulangtahun gue jatuh di HARI PERTAMA UJIAN BLOK -,- WTF!!!

tanggal 19:
gue bangun langsung shalat subuh berdoa dan say some grateful words to God setelah mendapat sms pertama dari Ka Alver,telfon kedua dari Barry, kecupan selamat pagi dari Ibu,
(kaget gue lagi tidur ada yang cium cium gitu kirain orang mesum untung belum tak sepak -,-) andd soo many more. yeah Alhamdulilah masih ada yang inget ulang tahun gue.
berangkat sekolah, siap siap buat ujian.
entah mengapa disekolah gue merasa really not-in-the-good-mood. bahkan gue sempat menangis pas pulang, merengek langsung pulang sama si kiky.

tapi si kiki ada aja alasannya nemenin ke kamar mandi lah, gue dibawa muter muter, makin mau nangis bhaaaaaaaaaaa.

pas di Lobby entah mengapa BANYAK BANGET YANG NYELAMETIN
sampe yang ngga gue kenal, yang ngga pernah ngobrol sama gue, anak yang gapernah gue liat disekolah (jangan jangannnn ituuu.......) guru yang ngga ngajar gue, pokoknya setiap gue ketemu orang dikasih selamet.
Dan pas ketemu Bagas si ketuakelas dia ngasih Bendera, ada gambar muka gue tulisannya 'Happy'
katanya itu kado dari bagas. saat itu mood gue lagi ngga mendukung buat mikir. gue cuma bengong aja. gue yakin muka gue waktu itu udah minta di toyor banget
setelah berjalan lagi,
Agil si teman dari SD nyamperin memberi selamat dan memberikan Bendera yang sama kaya yang bagas kasih, tapi gambar Cupcakes tulisannya 'Birthday'
hem. gue mulai mikir.. apa bagas dan agil bikin bareng? apa ini tugas disekolah? apa ini dijual dikantin??
kiki si Maktua mulai membantu gue
Kiky : wah ras, cie dikasih kado sama agil sama bagas, apa tuh bacaaannya? Happy, Birthday,
waaaah. kok nyambung yaa??

Perasaan gue udah mulai ngga enak

lalu makin banyaaaaaaaaaak banget yang ngasih selamet. semua pada rame di Lobby -,-
gue lama lama terharu. ya Ampun pada tau ulang tahun guee. mereka ngasih selamat dengan muka bahagia gue dipeluk sana sini tapi gue malah masang muka melas. terus gue mulai mupis (muka pipis)

Kiky akhirnya mengabulkan permintaan gue untuk pulang, dan kita segera bergegas keluar sekolah.
Pas keluar pintu lobby, eeh ada si Fazri tuh nyamperin gue. semua pada rame tuh pada EYAAAA EYAAA CIEEEEE anjir pada kampung deh. Dia ngasih bendera yang sama lagi
sumpah perasaan gue udah gaenak nih, Benderanya tulisannya "Laras'" ada beberapa foto -foto gue. apakah sebenarnya gue lagi ada di acara kuis yang harus menemukan Klu selanjutnya demi misi tertentu melalui bendera bendera ini??
Jadi kalo disambungin sama yang sebelumnya itu tulisannya jadi Happy Birthday Laras.
gue mulai melirik curiga ke Kiky, yang dijidatnya ada tulisan 'TERSANGKA'
pasti ini kerjaan dia huh awas kau MAKTUAA!

Itu loh bendera penuh misteri nya. yang Birthday nya hilang

gue dan kiky terus berjalan keluar sekolah.
sampai pas di lapangan depan
kiki: ras, liat deh tuh, sana sana..

yaaaaaaaah sudah ada jutaan orang berkumpul disana.
menyanyikan Happy Birthday, berjalan nyamperin gue.

aaaaaaaaaaaa udah deh tuh kan gue nangis banget gue anaknya gampang terharu men
itu rame banget ada semuanyaa teman teman tersayangg. lalu Dea membawakan kue di baki ala paskib -,-

Kue nya disusun membentuk LA (inisial nama gue) ide Risty

behhhh gue ampe ngga kuat mau niup lilin.
antara bengek, keselek ingus, sama kelilipan air mata bercampur jadi satu.
ngga pernah gue se TERharu itu huhuhuhu.
setelah make some best wishes gue pun meniup lilin nya yang agak susah ditiup -,-
tega yaa ngerjain nenek nenek tua gini. hampir gue guyur tuh lilin biar cepet mati.
abis itu Dea,Risty,Inda,Kiky,Gabby memberikan bertumpuk hadiah yang BANYAAAK BANGET aaa
pertama nih hadiah dari Fazri, awalnya gue gapercaya kan paling pada becanda, taunya pas gue buka beneran ada tanda tangannya sama gambar mukanya. ahahhaa
gue ngakak tuh pas liat gambarnya, klimaks banget matanya cuman segaris gitu. hahhaha. anyway makasih banyak ya jri hehe tumben banget dah lo baik. makasih banget pokoknyaa
setelah pada ribut cie cie in sana sini gue membuka hadiah berikutnya

ada bungkusan hijau besar. akibat permintaan pemirsa sekalian akhirnya gue pun membuka dengan beringas, dannnnnnn... speechless pas liat ini
pinsil warna isi 36 water colour, pentel fabric fun, snowman 24warna, sketch book yang ada ring nya (punya gue udah sobek sobek)

Sumpaaaaaah gue seneng banget banget.
dari dulu pengen beli alat gambar yang lengkap gakesampean. udah lama juga gue ngga nyoret nyoret lagi huhuhuhuuuhu terharuu lagiiiiii.

dan mereka belum selesai menghabiskan airmata gue.
masih ada lagiiiiii. jangan kemana mana duluu mennnnnn lo semua harus liat yang satu inii (ganyantai)
ada sebuah KARDUS aqua besar sodara sodara, pas gue buka. isinya hanya gumpalan koran bekas --..---- tau aja atap rumah gue lagi bocor.
tapi di dasar kardus itu ada ini (gue gatau ya namanya apa, Prakarya mungkin)

paraaaaaahhhh gue ngangaaaaa bangettttt pas buka ituu nganga se nganga nganga nyaaaa
ngga ngerti deh gimana buatnya, katanya mereka bikin pas hari sabtu disekolah dari jam 8-1siang, dan ucapan ucapanya udah dikumpulin dari hari jumat....
Oh My God........
How can you make these wonderful people?????????
pertama buka, itu ada po-up nya, ada semua tentang gue, foto foto gue dari gue smp, dan kalo kalian liat itu ada gambar mbak mbak ganjen yang tulisannya "PUTUS CINTA & BAHAGIA, FAMOUS & SINGLE" :,)
guysss.... you always know how to cure this feeling.. uaaaaaaa air mata udah tak bisa dikendalikan lagi.
pas buka halaman berikutnya, itu ada kumpulan ucapan-ucapan dari banyak temen temen disekolah, yang sudah dikumpul sejak hari jumat... HOW SWEEEEEEEEEEET <3

Setelah itu langsung dimulai acara makan makan, i gave my biggest first cake to KIKY MAKTUA KINGKONG SAYANG.

lihat kan betapa terlihat laparnya kingkong satu itu ckckckck......

dannnn.
dimulailah aksi KAMPUNG dari Gabby, aksi paling KAMPUNG KATRO SEDUNIA, gue dianiyaya sampe begini

GABBY KATRO!

Setelah itu gue nyuci rambut gue jongkok dibawak keran kayak gembel sampe guru guru pada heboh dikira abis ketabrak motor lah, tenggelem di comberan lah. zz dan gue pulang deh naik ojek yang dengan berat hati nyetir sambil nahan napas bau rambut gue -,-
ngga hanya teman teman aja ternyata yang sayang sama saya.
terus pas siangnya Dayat nelfon dari bandung, teman temannya bernyanyi Happy birthday.. haha seneeeng dah hahhahha thankyou yaa Bignoooose >:D
dirumah juga gue dikasih kejutan sama kakak kakak dan nyokap yang walaupun SUPER GARING parah hahaha. tapi tetep terharu mereka masih sempet beli kue ditengah kesibukan masing masing. ceritanya nyusul ya ini udah kepanjangan
tapi itu juga belum cukup readers..
hari ini, walau sudah lewat satu hari, disekolah gue masih dapet kado dari Cantika
hahahaa standing applause deh buat Cantika mah bakalan gue pigura gue laminating taro di peti can gue jaga baik baik gue beri pupuk dan penyubur bulu biar awet.. makasih banyak ya cantikaaaaaa

dan pas gue pulang tadi, my stepfather said katanya ada kiriman buat gue..
SEKOTAK CHEESECAKE FACTORY, dari my best best friend since i was in elementary, FIRDA AMALIA :D
makasih banyak yaaaa firdaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... maaf kemaren pas kamu ulang taun aku ngga bisa ngasih apa apa huhuhuhuhu.

sekarang, gue nggabakalan lagi deh bilang the worst october ever.

because i have the best people arround :)

terimakasih buat semua ucapan via apapun, buat temen temen semuaaanya kiki,inda,gabby,risty,dea,bani,vashty,acum,sesa,firda,aaaaaa dan semua nyaa tak bisa kusebut satu persatu. terimakasih untuk semua semangat nyaa. hadiah, senyuman, nyanyian, peluk, takkan terbalaskaaaannnn tsaaah.
Big Thanks to Allah,

never LOVE October this much :)

nothing lasts forever

2009-10-03T07:57:00.000-07:00

(because we're better off, separated)

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And I show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A babe that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

I Built a wall around my heart
Never let it fall apart
Strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And I show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

But we have not hit the ground
Doesn't mean we're not still falling, oh
I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

(maroon five - nothing lasts forever)

My last 5 month anniversary gift

a magic awesome box, i stayed all night long to made it -,-
wanna seeee??? be ready kidss...
taraaaaaaam.
yeaaaay again the freakin awesome couple :D
(our similar face C;)
we had some very great moments..

itu masang per untuk foto yang ditengah susaaah -..- hahaha

hm i gave it in Bandung, yeah it was a big sacrifice to get there and find his 'kosan' in the middle of the night, muterin bandung nyasar sana sini jam sembilan malam demi surprise. tukang taksinya nipu, dibawa muter muter T_T

remember this post?

It was his gift in our 4th month anniversary

aku kemarin lupa belum bilang
'Thank you for the glory chance to had you beside, thank you for being the best part of me, for every minutes and every laugh'
and So sorry, that i couldn't do better, i can't be better,can't wait for longer, i'm worse at all but believe me i've done my best so far.
even it's hard for us (buat aku terutama)
just faced it, aaaaaaaaa sial aku tak bisa berkata apa apa.
uhuuuk aaah how can you cry at the time like this rass.. hmmmm
okeeee sebelum laptop ini konslet..

ehemmm. just take care, be good, pipis love and gaul
anddd yayayya you know i'm gonna say that
errrrrrrrr okaaay i'll say it againnn.. for you some - one - right - theereee... you know hmm
you're just my best i've ever had.
thanks

-freakin awesome couple-

Double freakin' date <3

2009-09-17T05:09:00.000-07:00

Holaa, Akhirnyaa setelah sekiaaan lamaa, aku menungguuu syalalaa (nada ridho roma -,-)
lupa kapan terakhir ketemu Dia, andd I got my best memorable WEDNESDAY at yesterday >:D
tapi sebenarnya tidak terlalu berjalan mulus juga sih, haha we did Doubledate with our couplemate Manda Oyon (mayon), a couple which was met and felt in love in the same competition, and Oyon is Dayat's best buddie. haha
gue sama Bunda (called for Manda) sudah sangat mengimpikan hal ini. tadinya mau ke cafe pissa dan karaokean tapiii.. inilah yang terjadi sodara sodaraa

FIRST,

Dia janji mau jemput gue,
OKE ini adalah hal ter-awesome yang gue dapat dari dia, seumur umur gue ini belom pernah dijemput pacar sebelum dating -,- hahaha kasihannya gue, gue udah sampe menggembar gemborkan hal ini ke seluruh teman teman, gue sangat bangga membayangkan nanti dia akan menginjak ubin rumah gue menunggu gue keluar kamar, dan pamitan sama orang tua huahah.
tapi yang terjadi adalaaah...
dia terjebak macet di Ambasador terkutuk dan menginstruksikan gue untuk jalan kedepan kompleks dan langsung pergi tanpa kerumah gue dengan alasan takut ngga keburu nonton final desti yang dia dambakan -----,,----- dia lebih memilih film dari pada tau dimana rumah pacarnya hahaha.
oke gue agak kecewa tadinya tapi yaudahlah tau diri juga masih bagus dia mau ke KOMPLEKS gue dimana rumah kita KEDOYA-CIPINANG. setelah diintruksikan guepun langsung jalan kaki melawan teriknya matahari, digoda sana sini akibat memakai rok mini. poor me,
beberapa menit setelah gue berjemur di pangkalan ojek depan kompleks, munculah mobil dinas milik pak lurah, and i was in very sure that was my boy with his driver. Turunlah sebongkah manusia badan tipis kepala besar hidung pas pasan (but i like to stare at this) gue kira dia bakal bilang 'aduuh lama ya nunggunya?? maaf ya sayang, ayok kita segera berangkat.'
but in fact, 'paraaaah... paraah ini sih jauuuh parah sumpah di ujung dunia taungga? apaan mana katanya dari tebet udah deket ini sih jauh paraaahhhhh!!'
dan dia terus mengomentari, mencemooh, men-desa desa kan rumah saya T__T selama di perjalanan kita menuju Yanty (senayan city), saking tidak kuatnya di hina, gue nelfon Gaby my soulmate untuk meminta pembelaan namun akhirnya Gaby malah ikut meng-kampung kampungkan rumah saya hiks.

Di jalan dengan taksi expresss favoritnya

kita padahal janjian sama Mayon jam 2 paling lama tapi kita baru sampe sana jam setengah empat.

SECOND

setelah kita bertemu Mayon di foodcourt, dann. peperangan pun dimulai,
masing masing pasangan mulai menunnjukan kebolhannya, Mayon sudah saling rangkul merangkul, saling sayang menyayang, dann Dayat laras sedang duduk terpisah 15cm, dengan tatapan kosong tanpa interaksi -,-
Dayat : yang kita foto foto aja yuk! kamu bawa digicam kan? (mulai panas dengan pasangan di depan yang bak dunia milik berdua)
Laras : haha oke,
Manda : Eehh yon, aku juga bawa digicam loooh!! gimana kalo kita foto juga yuk!!
Dayat laras : -_____________-'

dan kalian harus tau kita ada disatu meja yang sama, tapi foto" cuma berdua berdua aja, saling panas memanasi.
Manda : yaampun akunya jelek banget!
Oyon : hah? apasih yang? engga kok bagus gitu, kita kan ngga pernah jelek difoto ya yangg
Manda : oooh iyaa, bagus kok yaa hehe aku lupaaa
Dayat laras : (keluar darah dari hidung)
Akhirnya setelah lelah saling sok-mesra kita berdamai dan berfoto bersama walaupun sebelumnya ribut dulu pake digicam gue apa manda

THIRD

Kita nonton final Destination, jerit jerit selama nonton aaaa.
Mayon ribut terus dalam posisi rangkul rangkulnya, Dayat laras khusyuk menonton apalagi gue yang kemampuan mencerna filmnya rendah harus benar benar konsentrasi tidak boleh berkedip sedikitpun -,-

FOURTH

Keluar dari 21 nya sekejap Senayan city sudah dipenuhi oleh mahasiswa mahasiswi ITB dari segala fakultas yang akan mengadakan buka bersama, dayat menuju kelompok SAPPK nya. dan Oyon dengan bangga memperkenalkan manda nya ke teman temannya, gue ngintilin aja dari belakang kaya anak itik yang gadiajak main, and honestly i admit that girls in SAPPK are trully great,gorgeous, fabulous, gaul and trendy, (berasa iklan sendal). so that's reasonable and makesense if someday my Boy trumpt in one of them, haha. maybe i couldn't be perfect, but at least.. i'm trying to do my best in this last time..

FIFTH

This is our best part!! give it more attention!! perhatikan baik baik!! jangan berkedip!!!

jadi karena waktu maghrib semakin dekat dan kami harus segera membatalkan puasa sementara foodcourt sudah penuh, akhirnya kita ke lantai bawah, cari restoran yang makanannya wajar dan HARGA TERJANGKAU kan yee.. kita memisahkan diri dari Mayon untuk mendapatkan sedikit privasi, haaha.
gue padahal udah menyarankan untuk makan di Burger king atau J-co aja tapi kata dia kaga kenyang makan gituan okeeeee.. gue ngikut aja, sampai kita melihat sebuah restoran, yang tidak ingin dipublikasikan namanya. restoran bertemakan makanan indonesia asli, design sangaat sederhana merakyat ala betawi, Dayat udah gasabar kan, langsung kita minta tempat untuk dua orang.
kita pesan makanan.
Dayat pesan : Mi kocok bandung, Nasi rames, es teh manis (makan banyak kemana larinya deh?)
laras pesan : Sop buntut (lagi ngidam parah) es buah segar, air mineral
oke. kita sih tenang tenang aja,
sambil nunggu pesenan kita foto foto,
(fyi: di menunya ngga ada harganya)

laras : eh yang kok orang orang pada ngeliatin kita semua yaa?
dayat : haha iya, gatau deh. eh tapi kok disini ga ada anak mudanya ya? tua tua tajir semua
laras : yaah mampus jangan jangan mahal lagi!
dayat : haha iya, ya gapapalaaah sekali kali makan mahaaaaaaal. haha
laras : ha ha ha (sok tenang)

ya kita sok asik banget foto sana sini ketawa ketiwi dan gue baru tau kalo pacar gue tuh apal semua nama artis ibu kota
Dayat : yang depan kamu, arah jam 12, group band Naff.
laras : hah??? emang iyaa? (perasaan itu mas mas biasa -,-)
Dayat : eh eh, belakang kamu, kiri, yang pake hotpants! Marsha idol!
laras : (ngeliat kebelakang) masa?? (gue aja lupa si marsha yang mana wujudnya)
Dayat : eh yang dibelakang itu juga deh kayaknya ituu yang pake jilbab, aduh siapa yaa namanyaa??
laras : (menjaga jarak, ini pacar apa wartawan infoteimen)

makanan kita datang, azan berkumandang, mi kocoknya dayat BIASA AJA, es buah gue ASEM PARAH es buah apa es ketek gatau deh, sop buntut gue PORSI BANYAK GILA kuah lumayan, nasi rames dayat STANDART AH KAYA DI WARTEG, (daging sama ayamnya gadimakan dasar Vege!) intinya kita cuma yaa kenyang aja nothing speciaal, abis udah pegel foto foto sama liatin artis kita minta bill nya,
lalu pelayan datang membawa bill nya, gue liatnya 95.000 rupiah
dayat liatnya 160.000 rupiah

kita : ooooohhh masih standarrtt laaaaaaaah...
gue dan dayat mengeluarkan uang masing masing seadanya. (fyi. gue di dompet cuma ada 72.000 rupiah)

kita berikan ke pelayan,
ehh beberapa menit kemudian si pelayan balik lagi,
Pelayan yang jeli dan teliti : maaf mas, ini kurang, totalnya ini 195.305 rupiah
(menunjuk bagian bon paling bawah)

dayat : haaaaaaa????
gue : ASTGAAA astaghfirulooooohh... yaaampuuunn paraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh ini paraaah mahal banget!! aku nggapunya uaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanggggg!!! huaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
dayat : sssshh.. yaudah sih ngmgnya jangan kenceng kenceng, hhaha yaudah santai
(semua nya makin ngeliatin kita)
gue : seriusss aku cuma punya 72.000 doangg huaaaaaaaaaaaa gimana niiiiiiiiiiiiihhh (serius due takut bgt suruh nyuci piring kan
dayat : yaudah sini kasih 50.000 nya 20.000nya keep aja dulu
gue : huaaaaaaaaa makasih yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (sujud sujud gajadi nyuci piring)

oke ngga perlu lagi gue ceritakan bagaimana perasaan gue saat itu, sudah cukup, semua rencana selanjutnya yang akan kita laksanakan pun kita coret berhubung harga diri sudah habis terampas -..-

abis itu kita pamer ke Mayon, soal dinner kita yang super mahal,
hahahha muka gue udah pucet banget udah ngga punya apa apa lagi.
terus abis solat maghrib kita sama anak fttm ke timezone
karena gue dan dayat sudah tidak memiliki apa apa lagi akhirnya kita tau diri, ngga main apa apa, cuma megangin kameranya Mayon dan foto fotoin mereka -,,,-'
terus pulangnya kita ketemu sama steve imanuel sama thomas jorji hahaha.
dan ada kejadian lucu lagi tapi udah kepanjangan ah kapan kapan aja deh yaaa.

Ya begitulah kurang lebih cerita nya tentang hari kemarin, maaf yaaa kepanjangaaan
heheh
i wissssssh we will meet again as sooon as possible. amin
i wanna see that big pug noosee hahhaha. so thankyou for that awesome dayy, and for Mayon,
keepin strong fight the distance yaa hehe

phantom of the opera and 81 SHS

2009-09-15T09:00:00.001-07:00

"dunia ini, panggung sandiwaraa ceritaa..."

lagi lagi Dia yang jadi modelnya -,- haha

Yeaah, sure i'm in very big proud >:)

senyum anak delapan satu

my voodoo doll

lost my mood

2009-09-10T07:49:00.000-07:00

sorry, i can't do sketch

yang kiri tadinya mau bikin buat kaos kelas sepuluh empat, but i know it wasn't as good as what you've wondered guys. terribly sorry for that, i really lost my mood in some last weeks

dan yang kanan
that's my unfinished robot,
again.. i lost my mood, there's a big BLANK on my head.

i'm just to far from my mood

when i got my mood
i'll make more fantasy

Kiki's Jelly lens and her naughty sister

2009-09-10T07:42:00.000-07:00

with Gaby again

Gaby vani fitri and me

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PLAY THAT COLORED BOX
T___T, and gaby made it just in a few second with her idle hand

Fish face not fish eye

Ya itu lah hasil dari jelly lens yang dipesan kiki yang sampai begitu saja hanya dalam satu hari, euidih dikirimnya pasti sama burung nya heri poter deh -,-
Semua tadi langsung pada heboh iiiiiiiih apa ituuu??? itu kaaaaaan... waaaaaaaahh.. ko bisa?? eeehhh beli dimana??? dihape gue bisa gaaa?? eehhh fotoin dooong krik -.-

dan guepun berhasil menjatuhkan yang fisheye di kantin, lalu lem jelly nya jadi terlumuri pasir dan susah untuk menempel kembali, (maaf ki sumpah gue memang iri tapi gue ga ada maksut)
nah ngomong ngomong soal kiki nihyaa, dia lagi punya cerita baru,
tadi sepanjang perjalanan pulang ngabuburit dirumah gue, si kingkong itu curhat.
soal apa??
soal ADEKnya yang bernama iffa, (selamat dek kamu masuk tivi, silahkan lambaikan ke kamera disana)
yang konon katanya nakal dan suka mencuri ketimun (ini bukan kancil)
kiki menceritakan berbagai cerita yang menjadi alasan kekesalan nya terhadap adeknya
tapi ada satu nih yang bikin gue agak ngakak sama dea, jadi begini.

Kiki : parahh banget tuh ya adek gue, bandelnya minta ampun, karma apa gue sampe adek gue begitu, ih padahal dia baru kelas 3 sd rass!! bayangin! nih ya yang paling parah lagi, jadi tuh dia ngga bilang ke nyokap gue kalo seminggu ini ternyata dia itu lagi Ulangan Umum!

Gue : laah??
Dea : ......... (masih mikir maklum masih komputer DOS haha piss de)

Kiki : iya jadi tuh dia ya tiap hari maiin aja terus kesana sini pulang sekolah ngga pernah belajar, sampe akhirnya gurunya sms nyokap gue gini 'ibu, maaf besok iffa harus remed ulangan matematika, terimakasih'
lah kan nyokap gue bingung ya ulangan nya aja kapan, pas di introgasi adek gue malah jawab sok innocent gitu, terus kan gue bales tuh sms gurunya gue tanya 'maaf ibu, kalau boleh tau,iffa remed yang bagian mana yaa?'
lalu dengan cepat si buguru yosinaga membalas (dikata sinchan) 'em,iffa remed semuanya bu, bab PENJUMLAHAN DAN PENGURANGAN'

gue : mbahjsbhahsaghgjkjajqjwqhwbhqa (menahan tawa)
dea : ...... (tetap berfikir)
kiki : iya kannn?? parah kan, mending bab apa gitu ini cuma penjumlahan pengurangan doang rassss.
gue : haha iya ki, sabar sabar, khilaf kali dia

nah ada lagi nih cerita kocak dari si bintang kecil kita kali ini Iffa anak soleh (temennya baim)

Kiki : nah ada lagi nih, jadi waktu itu si iffa pernah gamasuk sekolah beberapa hari, pas ditanya nyokap dia bilangnya katanya gara gara dia ditindas dan dipukuli kakak kelasnya. lantas dengan geram nyokap gue langsung kesekolahnya ke jemputannya, nyari nyari mana kakak yang suka mukulin iffa haaaa????? sini kalau berani lawan sayaaa!
lalu salah satu dari kakak kelas itu berkata, 'kita ngga pernah mukulin iffa tante, tapi iffa suka gangguin anak kelas satu disini sampe nangis tante, kemarin ibunya sampe dateng kesini marahin iffa nya'

mama kiki : ........................ (muka pucat bibir dingin)

HAUHAUHAHAHAHAHA SINETRON ABIS ADE LO KIIIIIIIIII. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
two thumbs up iffa dari tante!
tapi keren ah ki biarkanlah dia berekspresi selagi muda,
huahhahaha
jiwanya masih labil ki,
mungkin ini akibat tekanan batinnya punya kakak setengah hippo kaya lo (ampun sumpah jangan gampar gue)

Adik adik dirumaaah, jangan ditiruu yaa, tetap stay tune aja dirumah menonton amigos dan si entong.
salam kecup.

-sikomeng- (bukan sikomo)

to Gabriella Patricia, i'm so sorry

2009-09-05T04:17:00.000-07:00

(it sounds : Happy birthday my dearest Gabriella,wish you all the best,keep on freak girl,super model!)

Yeaah HAPPY BIRTHDAAAY GABRIELLA PATRICIAA PELAA !!
YIPPIEEEEEEEEEEE
happy sweet sixteen dear..

I'm so sorry pela, hundreds million of sorry,
i couldn't give any better gift.
i even don't give you a surprise candle like what i've wondered,
i couldn't realized the 5 plans that i created for your day,
trust me i've done my best,
i've been stayed up all night long, tried to get any better idea.
i love surprise, i like to be surprised,
you know pel how damn excited me in making friend's surprised party.
but i got nothing for your day.
fool you ras,

so many reasons for this 'nothing' plan.
and i don't have to mention it.
i'm in very big upset,sad,and annoyed for that
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah fufufuufufu

i'm sorry
i could't see your face at school this morning indeed.
i'm afraid
i have very big REGRETFUL on my head.

wish you were happy todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay :)
we'll have some fun in other day yaaaa
give me a second chance c;
happy birthday my freakin bestbud

make a wish,
and God will make it real.

trust me, they love youuuuuu

what a romantic earthquake!

2009-09-04T08:06:00.000-07:00

YAYAYYAYA that's my new haircut.
kurang lebih begitu lah bentuknyaa
ada yang bilang iih bagus kok ras lucu, tapi kalo menurut gue jadinya malah kaya ubur ubur atau cumi cumi -,-

lupakan soal rambut gue.
poni yang kependekan,
membuat gue benar benar seperti ubur ubur gizi buruk berjalan tau gaa -.....-' haha tapi yaudahlah mari kita bicarakan hal lain!
yak mungkin masih hangat di telinga kalian semua soal GEMPAA!
aaa .. bagaimana kah pengalaman gempa kalian? haha,
sayang sekali ya saya mendapati Gempa yang sangat langka ini dengan cara yang tidak begitu bagus untuk dikenang..

jadi begini ya,
ceritanya kan waktu itu gue pulang sekolah sekitar jam satuan gitu lah, waktu itu cuma berdua aja sama INDA, karena kiki masih terkapar sakit, bani masih sibuk, sooo gue balik SENDIRIAN pemirsa. (ngga perlu gue eja kaya tukul kan? pe-pe-mi-mir-sa-sa)
iya, gue sama inda beda arah dan kita paling males pulang sendirian zz, yaudahlah mau bagaimana lagi ragi sudah menjadi tape. aku jalani saja.
di depan kodam pun gue naik angkot 26 seperti biasa, dan hari ini benar benar hari SENDIRI gue kayaknya, di angkot itu pun hanya gue satu satunya penumpang disana.
iya, benar, hanya ada gue di bangku penumpang.
cuma ada gue dan si sopir angkot yang gagah perkasa.
lagi lagi gue memilih untuk pasrah ajanikan ya ke yang maha kuasa, semua gue percayakan sama si Abang sopir.
aku percaya padamu bang, hiks (ilustrasi sambil menepuk pundak si abang) haha
kalo udah sendirian gitu, pasti otak gue udah otomatis untuk melamun,
yeaah, i was Daydreaming at that time..
gue ngelamunin banyak hal, kadang kalau diperjalanan gue juga suka mendubbing orang orang dijalan, dia lagi mikir apaa, dia abis kenapa gitu hahaha. ya intinya gue melamun, mengosongkan fikiran, membiarkan jidat mahlebar gue berimajinasi

Sampai di lampu merah pangkalan jati.
karena lampunya merah jadi abangnya berenti, kenapa? karena kalo abangnya lari-lari kan kasian capek. (krik oke gue tau jayus abis garuk aja gapapa)
nah, pas di lampu merah itu semua tenang tenang saja, benar benar hari siang yang indah,
namun tiba tiba
gue yang lagi melamun merasakan suatu ke anehan,
kok tiba tiba angkotnya Goyang ya?
goyangnya bukan goyang geter tapi goyang asik gitu, goyang pelan pelan kaya odong odong.
hem okelah gue positif thingkin aja, pikiran gue mungkin abangnya lagi joget joget karena abangnya masang musik juga, mungkin dia antusias goyangnya sampe bikin angkotnya juga goyang.
gue lanjutkan melamun gue.

Eeehhhhhh (ala srimulat)
makin lama goyangannya makin kerasa nih, lebay dan ngga nyantai,
gue mulai terombang ambing,
gue refleks pegangan bangku,
gue mau ngecek si Abang nyuruh joget nya santai dikit.
tapi pas gue tengok si supir, dia diem aja tuh ngga ngapa ngapain.
gue bingung,
hipotesis hipotesis MISTIS gue pun muncul, siapa tau angkot ini ada penghuninya....
beranak dalam angkot gitu kan ceritanya (adaptasi dari beranak dalam kubur),
mungkin ada yang nunggu, terus kan gue lagi ngelamun, gue sendirian, dia ngga suka, aaaaaaaaaaaa
tidaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak

Supir : Neng, neng.
Gue : (ngelap iler abis ngelamun) eh? ha? ya bang?
Supir : disono goyang kaga neng??
Gue : Ha? iya nih bang! emang knapa?
Supir : iya nih kenapa goyang ya? mesinnya apa ya? kenapa deh?
Gue : -___________- (gue ini lagi naik angkot apa bajaj sih?)
Supir : Mas, mas, goyang ngga disitu?
Supir truk sebelah yang dirahasiakan identitasnya : oh iyaa.. goyang iyanih
Supir : iya kan ya? mas, mas kalo disitu goyang juga??
pengendara motor : emm,, iya nih mas goyang ada apa ya?
Supir : yaaah saya juga gatau nih makanya nanya inih hehehehhehhe.
gue : -____________________- (apaansih)

dann para pengemudi yang berhenti di lampumerah itu pun mulai saling tanya menyanya soal KEGOYANGAN yang merajalela.

lalu, Goyangan itu berhenti,
lampu hijau kembali
gue melamun lagi.
dan si supir injek gas dengan pasti,
lalu gue bilang.. kirii.. kirii..
gue pun turun dengan senang hati.
kita tinggalkan pangkalan jati

gue sampe depan kompleks, naik ojek langganan sampe depan rumah.

semua biasa saja
sampai gue nyalakan laptop, chat dengan pacar tercinta
Dayat : YAAAAAAAAANGGG.. you HEV to know ya tadi aku lagi di PVJ ada GEMPA terus orang orang pada langsung berhamburan keluar udah kaya ada bom -___-

krik,
gue kayaknya inget sesuatu deh, soal gempa.. gempaaa... goyangggg...
ohnooooooo JADI YANG BARUSAN GOYANG GOYANG ITU ADALAH GEMPAAA????? HAAA??????
gue nyalain tivi, berita dimana mana gempa berkekuatan cukup tinggi, beresiko lumayan,
gue lewati begitu saja dengan abang angkot itu... hiks
gue iri denger cerita temen temen gue yang pada panik waktu gempa, berhamburan keluar gedung,rumah untuk mnyelamatkan diri, pada berkesan lah,
gempa gini kan jarang jarang. gue romantis amat cuma berduaan sama supir angkot itu,
untung ngga sampe parah gempanya sehingga gue harus teriak teriak 'Abaaanggg jangan lepasin aku baaaangggggg aku takut abaaangg.. ini gempaaa, kita jangan berpisah baaaanggggg, aku sayang abaaang' dan abang membalas 'iya neeeeng, pegangan yang kenceng sama abaaaang, abang ngga kemana manaaa, eneng tenang ajaaa.. kita sama sama kok neng, tapi jangan lupa bayar duaribu ya neeengg, sayang neng jugaaa..'

ASTAGHFIRULOOH fufuufufufu
-,-

yaaaaa begitulah sedikit banyak cerita gue soal gempa, bagaimana dengan kalian???
oiya tadi Dayat nge tag in gue ini
Hahahha gue speechless gitu pas liat, makasih ya bignooooooooooooooooseeeeeeeeeeeeee :)
great job! it was damn cute boy

kiki's and inda's work

2009-09-02T01:50:00.000-07:00

Dea

Gaby the supermodel C;k

me, the biggest fore headed-kid ever :( hhaha

yeaaay so thankyou for kiki and indaaa c:
big applause!
good job kid hahhaha. they took those pictures in my room,
fliers in the background, we took that in some public facilities on our way. hahah

Fyi : that's my mom's analog old camera haha,thanks mom

wanna see the others pictures? http://www.facebook.com/walltowall.php?id=1050817551&banter_id=1024475456&ref=nf#/album.php?aid=2020568&id=1024475456&ref=mf

FANTASY

2009-08-28T10:13:00.000-07:00

hmm yup, some times we need more fantasy, forget the theory, and get the freaky happily

mon pere et ma mere

2009-08-28T03:44:00.000-07:00

Kid :Go!! Go!! dady!!... hihihi (giggling)
Dad : hold on kid! we'll fly through the sky, just like a bird.. swiiiiiiiiiiiiiiingg...

Morgen trinken

Ps : i love you mom and dad,

4th month and our bhig family :)

2009-08-26T00:29:00.000-07:00

It's time for a gift!!!

Yeaaaaaaay what a lucky number 4!!
akhirnya bulan keempat ini kami lewati sudah, acara siraman sudah dilaksanakan beras merah putih sudah disediakan injek telor juga udah (krik -,-)
iya akhirnya laras dan dayat 4 bulanan sekarang HHAHAHA.
hebat, dengan frekuensi bertemu 1 bulan sekali, komunikasi kurang dari setengah jam sehari, KITA BISA MELEWATINYAAA hiks (ambil tisu terharu)
yah mudah mudahan kamu yang di bandung sedang menuntut ilmu (atau menguntit cewe cakep -..-) baca posting ini. seharian ini, maaf sekali ibu.. tidak ada pelajaran yang masuk ke otak sayaaa huaaa maaf bu. soalnya seharian aku dikelas bikin inii

iya bu jadi jangan salahkan akuu!! salahkan diaa!!! diaa!! (nunjuk nunjuk ke kamu dayat)
haha sumpah maaf ya ngga bagus aku udah bingung mau ngapain bikin apa, tadinya mau bikin video kaya marshanda tapi takut kontroversial haha. apalagi tantangannya tadi gue mau make cat air kan bulan puasa ngga ada yang bawa dan jual air disekolah. sooo gue pas pelajaran b.ing bulak balik kamar mandi ngambil air keran make tempat pinsil waterproof nya encu. hahaha thankyou so much encuu muah.

mungkin kamu dan kalian semua bertanya tanyaa.. apakah maksud gambar diataaas?? bukan itu bukan gambar kepala orang gundul, oke sebelum nyokap gue dateng dan mengira gue gambar cakwe lagi lebih baik aku jelaskan, ehem. itu ceritanya kita berdua lagi liatin apa ya itu namanyaaaa.. itu loh yg suka ada di toko kadoo, yang bola kaca didalamnya ada boneka air trus kalo dikocok ada butiran warna warni yang berputar. haha gituuu. didalamnya ada gambar rumah masa depan kamu yang design kan eyaa haha.
terus didepannya ada kamu pak Dayat udah pake jas (mentri kan ceritanyaa), ada aku ibu rumah tangga yang punya banyak usaha sedang menggendong anak terakhir, lalu ada potter si abang (anak pertama) lalu Dodi dan Dido (belum tau deng siapa nama nya haha anak kembar yang kau inginkan haha)
lalu disekelilingnya itu ada kata kata, semua tentang kita deh hahaha di click aja biar lebih jelas tapi maaf ya agak nge blur soalnyaburu buru fotonya -..- salah satu tulisannya ada "I love you and you love me, we're gonna make a big family!" haha ngikutin lagu

Eitttssss belum selesai dayaat! jangan pergi dulu! tetap disitu!! jangan bergerak jangan berkedip! (freak)
ini masih ada lagi buat kamu.
siaaaappp??
yakiiinnnn??
mau tauuuuu???
apa?? ngga mau?? oh yaudaah... (geplak aja yang gapapa haha)
here we gooo...............

TARRAAAAAAMMM.!!
okeee tenang tenang sodara sodara, gue tau itu bagus dan ga percaya gue yang buat, karena memang CANTIKA yang buaat!! heheehe give aplause to CANTII my big guru.
makasih ya caann.
itu ada dua kaosnya terserah kamu mau yang mana, satunya 70ribu, ambil dua aku kasih 100 deh. (dikira glodok)
engga kok itu sudah aku yang menanggung biayanya -..- nyicil menn haha.
hemm ada cerita sih, tadinya itu mau aku kasih sebelum kamu pindah ke bandung. yaaa buat kenang kenangan laah (baca: keset dapur) tapi ya berhubung kamunya sibuk dan ngga bisa ketemu aku mau ngirim make tiki repot, yajadilah diaa
lahir di blog ini.
hiks
tragis memang. hahaha. itu kalo dari deket aslinya mirip bangett loooh hehe.
Ini kalo udah dipake

Hahahaha jadi jelek ye dipake gue?? biarin dah.
gitu deh yaaaaangg sebenernya masih banyak lagi hadiahnyaaa, ada kulkas, tivi 20 inc, sanyo, kipas angin (emang panjat pinang) hehe engga kok itu ajaaaa untuk kali ini.

take care yee dibanduuung
cepet pulang dan temui aku plisssssssss (nangis darah), kalau lama pulangnya nanti kaosnya aku kasih ke tukang bajaj aje nihhh haha

~ Freakin' awesome couple

raindrops and their eyes

2009-08-22T08:12:00.000-07:00

They sing, raindrops fallin' on my head, but that doesn't mean that i am dead.
And i do not know where does it go,when it goes, suddenly though everything's slow,
and i miss you soo..

You don't know but that's okay
You might find me anyway
Don't you know that i
Belong arm in arm with you, baby

Grandma : Grand pa, do you still love me?
Grandpa : yes baby, i will always do.........

love is like chicken's shit

2009-08-21T08:41:00.000-07:00

Begini lah kalo anak remaja sok tahu membicarakan soal cinta.
kemarin gue habis chat sama Riga, udah lama ngga ngobrol, kita curhat curhatan lah
biasa, kalo remaja tak luput dari cinta (bluek cuih pret)

abis selesai gue curhat, ada dialog ini..

riga : cinta itu jauh dari logika, ngga ada cinta yang logis,
Laras : haha iye sih ga.. (sambil goyang agnes cinta tak ada logika)
Riga : cinta itu ilusi,
Laras : Ilusi itu apa gaaaa??
Riga : tahi ayam serasa cokelat, semua indah
Laras : haha oh iya gue ngerti, anjir seru ya kalo ada coklat yang rasa tahi ayam huakakak.
Riga : kalo yang pait masih kerasa pait lo belom jatuh cintaa men.
Laras : (makan kopi, tester udah jatuh cinta apa belom)

Dasar Riga, masih aja ya omongannya melankolis hahaha. Lumayan lama kita membicarakan soal cinta, tiba tiba beralih ke pembicaraan nggak penting.

Laras : Ga, lo OL pake apaan?
Riga : Gue ol pake BLACKBERRY
laras : hauhahaha punya emak lo yee?hahaha,selamet yaa tante ria cantiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiik
riga : Sialan,ketauan
laras : menang panjat pinang apa ga? hehe
riga : Dapet dari Beng-beng.
laras : DEMI APA LO DAPET DARI BENG BENG???!!
ANJIR GUE BELI BENG BENG NIH!!!
riga : Demi waktu...yang bergulir disampingmuuu...
laras : MOMOGI ADA GAK? GUE LEBIH SUKA MOMOGI
riga : Kagaklah!
laras : SERIUS GUE GAA!!! ah gue kiraaaaa zzz
riga : Dari anak mas!
laras : anjir beli gope dapet BB
riga : kalo dari beli permen kiss lebih tragis lagi yee hahaa
laras : zzzzz

So what do you think about love?
wanna try a chicken shit? then you'll find love. :P

morgen bis abend gue ngga les

2009-08-21T03:24:00.000-07:00

Heyaa seharian deh tuh gue bikin tu gambar, melotot depan laptop ngutak ngatik myspacenya Morgen Bis Abend.
Iya jadi beberapa hari yang lalu Barry temen gue minta tolong bikinin banner myspace bandnya
dan gue pun diberi munajat username serta pass nya. huehkekekkeek.
gue blm pernah denger nih lagunya bandnya si Barry, tapi gue tau dia sealiran sama gue.
(ini tukang pipa paralon kali ya ngomongin nya aliran)

pas gue buka my spacenya ini, behhhh gue langsung menggoyangkan kepala. bukan bukan kesurupan tapi lagunya enak
mengikuti alunan lagu nya hahaha. lagunya enaak deh sumpah gue suka. nah silahkan lah kalian mencoba buka (tuh bar gue promosiin ceban yee haha)
lagunya nikmat, legit, kenyal, bawang putih terasaa, bumbu meresap (krik)
ya pokoknya silahkan mencoba.

Naaaaaahh masalahnya, setelah gue selesai urusan itu.
Kembali lah nyokap gue turun dari khayangan.
dungprakpakdungtulilulilulitt.. (ada gamelannya)
membuka pintu kamar gue dan.. ia terkejut serta membuat kejut gue juga.

Ibu : Lah? (menunjuk)
Gue : loh?
Ibu : kok kamuuuu disini... (seperti melihat hantu)
Gue : Hah? (meriksa punggung bolong udah ditambel blm)
Ibu : KOK KAMU NGGA LESSSS????!!!!
Gue : Les?? aa.. heeh? (perasaan mulai ngga enak)
Ibu : KOK KAMU NDAK ILPPPP????!!!!!!! (jegerrr petir menyambar)
Gue : lah? emang sekarang hari aaa.... OIYAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! (menjedot jedotkan kepala)
Ibu : lah kamu ini gimana siiiiiihhh????? bukannya less!!
Gue : huaaaa aku lupa, kirain ini hari sabtu!! haduh gimana dong buuu?
Ibu : sabtu gundulmu! ya gimana, udah jam segini udah mau selesai, kamu ini gimanasih??
Gue : yaaah lupa beneran dah, ibu sih ngga ngingetin!
Ibu : makanya jangan fisbuk an terus, citing terus. nggak tau itu les nya mahal bayarnya blablabalbaablablaaa.
Gue : pasang kuping palsu, syalallalalalaaaa

bego ye gue hhaha sumpah hari ini nikmat banget gue seharian tidurr udah kaya orang mati, makan tak terkendali, nonton dividi, behhhh serasa di sorga deh. sampe gue lupa hari -___-

And, how about your boy Laras?
Hmm now, he's on his way to Jakarta Finally, yeaaaaay :D
but just for 3 days, and unfortunately.. we can't meet for each other. huuf
it doesn't matter i wish, and we're just gonna be alright. amin
welcome home deaarr.. and happy fasting all!
forgive me please,

I MISS YOU !!

Ibu saya Gambar saya dan Cakwe

2009-08-16T03:42:00.000-07:00

Satu cerita dibalik gambar diatas....

Yak itu dia yang saya, beserta kedua kakak perempuan saya tahu tentang Ibu saya.
Ia tidak suka dan tidak pernah mengerti seni katanya.
hahhaa
aneh yaa? biasanya kan orang orang malah menjadikan seni sebagai sarana pencuci otak gitu.
tapi sayang seperti cerita di posting awal gue (capek ngomong saya) tentang nyokap gue yang TIDUR waktu gue lagi konser keyboard.
atau waktu kakak gue nyanyi di konser paduan suara kampusnya? emm waktu itu padahal nyokap duduk DIBARISAN PALING DEPAN, dan TIDUR dengan pulasnya selama berjalan konser.
kakak gue menyanyi dengan wajah malu bercampur haru.

terus waktu gue lagi ke pameran alat musik waktu itu mau beli keyboard barukan,
disana banyak orang orang main grand piano gitu keren keren banget kan tangannya melintir kesana kemari, kaya kesetanan.
wuiih gue sampe cengo liatinnya, and you know what apa yang terjadi pada Ibu saya??
dia merengek rengek untuk segera pulang karena pusing itu katanya GOMBRANG GOMBRENG NGGAK JELAS.
--'

JELAS JELAS YANG DIMAININ LAGU LAGU KLASIK!!! HUAAAA!!

naah waktu gue kemaren bikin gambar diatas,
habis puas nyoret nyoret gue tinggalah buku gambar gue diatas ranjang dengan keadaan terbuka.
terus gue langsung menodai laptop gue dengan anteng.
duududududu
Lalu nyokap gue dateng baru pulang kantor kan tuh, biasa.. tiap pulang kantor, masuk kamar gue, ambil cemilan, duduk dikasur.
gue masih santai santai saja pacaran sama si bleky laptop gue.
sampaiiiii...

Ibu : Dek, opo toh iki???
Gue : hah? apaan? (mata tetap lurus ke layar laptop tak berkedip)
Ibu : Ini kamu gambar opo???
Gue : yaa gitu lah kan keliatan itu apaannn.......
Ibu : Kok gambar orang makan cakwe???
Gue : (mengingat ingat apa yang tadi gue gambar, kapan gue gambar cakwe dah??) hah apaan sih bu?
Ibu : ini looooohhh gambarmu iki, orang makan cakwe puaaaaanjangggg banget... eh, iki cakwe opo roti ya???
Gue : (makin panik,meninggalkan si bleky sambil kembali mengingat apa yang tadi gue gambar) apaan sih kok roti? emang gambar yang mana deeeh?? gapernah gambar cakwe akuuu!!
Ibu : sini deh liat (sambil muter muter buku gambar gue diliat dari berbagai arah)

gue pun segera bergegas untuk membuktikan kapan gue pernah sinting gambar orang makan CAKWE?? astaga ngapain amatt?

daaaaaaannnn ternyata ya gambar di atas lah yang dimaksud nyokap gue -..-"
Gue langsung menghela napas lesu, semangat hidup gue runtuh seketika.

Gue : Ibuuuuuu itu bukan orang makan Cakweeeeee!!!!! (nangis darah)
Ibu : trus apa??
Gue : Yaaa itu ceritanya gambar orang aja lidahnya itu ceritanya jalan raya gituuuuuuuuuuhh
Ibu : lah? mana ada ceritanya lidah jadi jalan??? ngawur! huahakakkakkak tak kira orang makan Cakwe, pantes kok panjang banget. --'
Gue : (emosi jiwa membara) ADA KOK DIIMAJINASIKUU!! pokoknya adaa!! ya gitu pokoknya deh
Ibu : hah ngga ada mana bisa begitu..
(selama limabelas menit terus ngedumel sendiri dengan teori lebih baik cakwe nya)

setelah itu gue langsung merenungi segalanya, apakah seburuk itu gambar gue?? huhuhu
sampe itu dibilang orang makan cakwee.
gue agak trauma menggambar tadinya, takut nanti gue gambar muka orang dikira pispot kan gawat.

sebenernya gue juga ngga ngerti ngerti amat seni sih huaahaa
sotoy aje guee, tapi gue punya minat yang besar disana hehehe. beda sama nyokap gue yang milih ngerjain 50 soal matematik daripada nyanyi satu lagu didepan kelas waktu dia SD HUAHUAHAUHAHA.
parah yee

sebenernya gambar diatas soal Long Distance gitu (ciee curhat), trus ada tulisannya
"i'm just too far from where you aree.." huaaaaaaaaaa

ooo iyaa masa sekarang dikelas gue dipanggil FREAK sama anak anak cowo yang dipelopori oleh bagas huaaaaaaaaaaaa.
yaudah deh ikhlas aje gue.

f r e a k

kencan

2009-08-16T03:32:00.000-07:00

i don't know why i like to draw your face, even it doesn't seems like you.. (looks like aliens perhaps)

(ice skating on our first date)

or..
some special moments that we had in the past..

I have no any reasons.
you're just my inspiration..

lagu

2009-08-13T09:55:00.000-07:00

dikelas prancis..

Ghify : ras ras, gue punya lagu buat elo
gue : ha? apaan? kenapa? apanya? (masih dialam bawah sadar)
Ghify : ini niih dengeerin deh (ngasih headset kegue)
gue : apasih? (masukin headset ke idung, eh salah ke kuping. haha srimulat)
Ghify : dnegerin lagunya elo banget, judulnya aja liat deh.. aaiimm misssingg yuuuuu (nyanyi mukanya geleng geleng menghayati)
gue : (liat hapenya ghify, now playing : i'm missing you-meja)

dan setelah itu gue dengar...

I miss your love, since you've been gone
I find it hard to go on
The summer sky don't mean a thing
I thought I'd always be strong
I got a feeling inside
and it's making my heart cry, cause

I'm missing you
and it's making me blue, yeah
I'm missing you
but what can I do
Thousand miles away, from you

So here I am, and everything's new
I should be happy in love
but all I know, I look deep in my eyes
I've never felt so alone
and this feeling inside
it's making my heart cry, cause

I'm missing you and it's making me blue,
yeah I'm missing you
but what can I do Thousand miles away, from you

So what's the meaning of this
to be living like this
it ain't no fun at all
I wonder where are you now
(I wonder where are you now)

Encu : yaaah elo sih ghify nangis nih ntarrr (mengelus ngelus punggung gue)
Ghify : hhahaha mantep kaaan??
Gue : iya Ghif, makasih. makasih banget anjir gue pengen nangis. sial. parah nih lagu

setelah itu gue naikkan volume hape Ghify, gue rapatkan headset, gue lipat tangan diatas meja,tundukkan kepala gue gabisa napas gue gabisa liat apa apa gabisa denger apa apa selain lagu itu, cuma bisa bilang 'i miss you so much.........'
then i cried on.
do you know how it feels???

TUNGGU AKU DI PRAPATAN

2009-08-01T06:37:00.000-07:00

Huaaaaa tadi gue ke PRAPATAN!! thanks buat Canti yang sudah merekomendasikan!! hahaa
good job MIYAABS huahhaa. tadi pas sampe jati negara gue sama kiki dimobil langsung celingukan lihat kanan kiri nempelin muka dikaca melihat dengan seksama
kata Canti deket yang jual hewan uler uler gitukan gue dalem hati udah nyanyi lagunya Hello sambil nari uler. trus persis depan shelter buswey tokonya.
untung kiki Jeli tiba tiba dia teriak menunjuk ke luar
"LARAS! ITU SUPIR ANGKOTNYA GANTENG!"
eh bukan salah hehe
"ITU DIA RASS!! PRAPATAN!! JELAS BANGET TULISANNYA!!! ITU ITU!!"
gue yang daya tangkepnya rendah karena dengkul gue kecil (otak didengkul) harus memakan waktu sekian menit untuk mendapatkan tulisan PRAPATAN tapi akhirnya nemu juga dan menginstruksikan supir gue yang setia Mas Anto (cie seneng mas masuk internet) untuk segera menepi dan menurunkan gue serta KIKI.
Pas masuk.
WUAAAAAAAAAH!! gue langsung melet melet liur kemana mana tanggan udah kaya doggy ngendus sana sini buntut gue goyang goyang kesana kemari. gilaaaaaaa. semua alat gambar warna warni lengkap tersedia
tapi gue sama kiki gatau mau beli apa soalnya kita seniman gadungan dan kampungan jadi kita cuma nunjuk ini itu dan nanya ke mbanya itu apa harganya berapa, mbanya gedek.
mugkin dalem hati mbanya nih anak lama lama gue sumbet kuas juga deh idungnya. haha sumpah lengkaaaappppp parah semua ada!! gue gamau pulang tadinya meronta ronta dilantai narik narik baju kiki tapi akhirnya pulang. mana harganya terjangkau. akhirnya gue cuma beli ini hahhaa

Sketch book (yg sangat murah), pinsil sketch, pinsil warna water colour (ini fave guee), spidol (td nya mau beli yg bagus tapi gapunya duit -..-) sama T-shirt marker. hehehe. PUAS.
tapi gue dan kiki gatau mau diapain tuh belanjaan.
gue mau nyoba kan yaa tapi sumpah buat Canti my GURU jangan ketawa jangan merajam gue liat ini yaa hahaha maklum can gue amatir

gue suka banget sama water colour pencil nyaaaaaaa keren jadi kaya cat air gitu kalo dikasih air (norak sumpah) abis bikin ini tangan gue belepotan sampe muka juga.
nyokap gue bilang : kamu habis jadi kuli bangunan dimana ndok?

liat deh gue buat hidungnya dayat sebesar besarnya huahahahhaha PUASS!!!

OYA SELAMAT BUAT MY DEAREST BIGNOSE DAYAAAAAAAAAAAAATT YANG UDAH JADI MAHASISWA ITB JURUSAN SAPPK LEWAT JALUR SNMPTN CIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SUMPAH GUE BULAK BALIK NUNGGING NUNGGING SUJUD SUKUR SENENG BANGET.
HAHHAAHA bener kaaannn Allah itu maha adil maha besar maha mendengar maha pengasih.
makanya kalo disemangatin jangan membangkang hahaha.
SELAMATTTT!! BRAVOOOOOO!!! HEBAAAAATTTT!!!

i love you not because what have you got, but because what have you done what have we done and because i want to. you are my PRIDE!!

PRAPATAN!!
TUNGGU AKU, AKU PASTI KEMBALI HIAKAKAKKK!

i'm not a good drawer, but i like to scratch it up

2009-07-31T07:55:00.000-07:00

saya buta warna, tapi saya suka mewarnai
saya ngga ngerti teknik mewarnai tapi saya suka tangan saya kapalan karena kebanyakan mewarnai, meraut pinsil warna, dan mematahkannya lagi

saya ngga bisa gambar, tapi saya suka nyorat nyoret kertas
saya ngga betah liat kertas hanya polos atau dengan garis garis monoton,
kasihan
saya suka menggoreskan beberapa bentuk diatasnya
dan saya sangat menikmatinya

Ini saya corat coret niatnya mau gambar Gaby temen saya lagi makan permen gula gula yang saya ceritain kemarin, tapi saya tau kok jadinya kayak cumi cumi lagi sikat gigi pake kaca pembesar

Oh kalo ini adalah pamflet untuk ekskul padus sekolah saya yang saya buat dan disebarluaskan ke anak kelas satu,
mau bikin orang nyanyi tadinya tapi saya tau kalo jadinya malah kaya orang nguap semua, ada malah yang terlihat seperti hendak makan anak bayi.

tapi entah mengapa sekarang ada 50 lebih anak kelas satu yang daftar padus, sampai pembina saya terharu sepanjang 6 tahun ini padus tak pernah sebanyak ini pengikutnya,
mungkin mereka salah kira, mereka kira ini eskul pelor, siapa yang pas nempel cepet molor itu yang menang, atau siapa yang nguapnya paling lebar itu yang bakal bagus di rapot.
maaf adik adik, kalian salah kira.
maafkan kakak kalian ini,

oya kalo kalian merasa tidak tertarik dan ingin menyebarluaskannya untuk dicemooh silahkan di klik aja di gambarnya hehe

makasih yaa

they are in love

2009-07-28T04:22:00.000-07:00

just click on it for the best quality

My boyfriend inspired me :)

permen gula gula

2009-07-28T04:01:00.000-07:00

Sumpah yaaaaa gue nih masih pake seragam masih bau matahari langsung menjatuhkan diri ke singgasana gue depan laptop ngga sabar banget mau cerita

huahahahha jadi tuh yaa huakakakkakaka (guling guling)
uakakakkakka ngikikikikikiikk gagagaggagaga (ketawa apa kesurupan)

jadi gini nih penonton ceritanya,
(kalian menjawab ooy!) langsung aja yaaa
kan tadi sore, di komplek kodam kalimalang,
tiga dara ayu melangkah keluar gerbang SMA 81. dari sisi kanan ada Gaby, Laras dan kiki
(kamera meng close-up satu persatu)
kami bertiga melangkah pasti,
menuju punjak. gemilang cahaya. krik.
ya pokoknya kita tadi abis latian saman kan agak sore pulangnya sambil jalan kedepan kita cerita cerita tentang hari masing masing.

mulai dari kiki yang bete seharian, gaby yang lagi punya rahasia, dan gue yang lagi SEMANGAT dan CERIA sekali hari ini entah mengapa.
tiba tiba ada sesuatu di kejauhan

Gaby : waaah! ada permen ituuu!!!
Gue : oh iya tuh permen waktu sd!! haha kok masih ada aja dah. beli geb sana
Gaby : iya nih gue pengen beudh
kiki : nasi nasi gue mau nasi bukan permen (haha ngga kok ki gue ngarang)

Jadi ada abang abang lesu dan kuyu membopong panggul jualan permen gula gula gitu yang bisa dibentuk bentuk itu loooooh yang warna warni.

kita pun mendekat menghampiri sang penjual.
tukutukutukutuktuk..

Gaby : Haiiii baaanggg!! (menyapa dengan penuh gairah)
Abang nyolot lesu ga punya semangat idup : hmm.. (sumpah nyolot dan ganyantai abis)
Gaby : Mau beli dong bang!! (masih dengan muka ceria)
Abang nyolot lesu ga punya semangat idup : mmmm.. (menurunkan jualannya)
Gaby : Berapaan nih baaaaangg??? (tambah gembira)
Abang nyolot lesu ga punya semangat idup : serebuan (dengan tempo cepat dan nada sangat ga nyantai)

Gue,kiki dalem ati : buset dah ni abang niat jualan gasih?? semangat bang ini ada yang mau beli oy

Gaby : emm bisa minta yang baru ngga baaaaaang?? (lebih ceria lagi mukanya)
Gue : geb yang kupu kupu ajaaa!
Abang nyolot lesu ga punya semangat idup : mo bentuk apaan? (tempo lebih cepat hampir tak terdengar)
Gue : kupu kupu geb! kupu kupu!! baguss!! (yg kupu kupu bagus beneran)
Gaby : engga ah.. mau emm.. apa yaaa??
Kiki : apaan geb?
Gaby : ORANG HUTAN!! (menjawab dengan pasti sambil menepuk tangan)
Gue kiki : (menjatuhkan buku yg dipegang) -______- gue kira bentuk apaan! wuakakkakak emang ada apa geb?
Gaby : iya dong ada kan?
Gue : (melongo) oh iya tuh ada cetakan nya
Gaby : Ada warna apa aja nih bangg? (masih gembira dan bersemangat)
Abang nyolot lesu ga punya semangat idup : (membuka tutup gula gula) merah, ijo (tempo makin singkat dan muka tak bertenaga lagi)

sumpah tuh abang bener" gapunya semangat idup beneran kayaknya kuyu loyo nyolot parah deh pokoknya, gue sama kiki liat liatan.

Gaby : yaudah deh bang merah ajaaaa hihihih (excited)

lalu si abang memulai aksinya, Gue kiki apalagi gaby excited banget tuhkan memperhatikan gerak gerik si Abang, mau liat segimana kerennya abang ini bisa membentuk permen gula gula menjadi seekor ORANG UTAN dewasa yang jantan!
beugghh diatas kepala gue dan kiki udah ada dua awan gitu kan buat tempat imajinasi
eh tapi kok kiki mengimajinasikan diri nya sendiri ya?
oh iya lupa dia kan masih satu rumpun hahaha piss ki
gue bayangin tuh si abang bakalan bikin Orang utan lagi makan pisang kan meliuk liuk gula gulanya permennya keren di awan gue

lagi asik asik berimajinasi gue syok banget melihat apa yanbg terjadi

kan si abang mulai mengambil gula gula warna merah, lalu iya mulai melintir lintirkannya di batang buat permen.
kepala kita bertiga makin condong ketika si abang mulai memasukan gula gula ke cetakan
ya.
cetakan yang berbentuk orang hutan sodara sodara.
gula gula merah ditaro dannnnnnnnnnnnnnn
tahu apa lanjutannya?
tunggu sesaat lagi setelah pesan pesan berikut!! haha ngga kidding
jadi laluuu si abang menekan nekan gula gula itu make jarinya dia sendiri pake JEMPOLNYA.
Bayangkan coba gimana gue ngga langsung jijik sama kiki ihhhhhh gue udah ngga sanggup lagi liatnya wueeeeeeeek
gabayangin tuh abang sebelum bikin permen ini ngupil dulu terus garuk garuk ketek lalu kepala nya gatel kan ngga keramas 2 minggu.

blueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek

eh tapi permen orang utan belum selesai teman teman!! siapa tahu bentuknya bagus!
gue masih melanjutkan menonton walau udah agak mual.

lalu lo tau apa yang abang itu lakukan setelah menekan" meratakan kecetakan orang utan?

Abang nyolot lesu ga punya semangat idup : Nih, (ngasih ke Gaby dengan tampang males)

udah sodara sodara.
gitu aja endingnya! berakhir disitu aja
ngga ada permen gula" yang meliuk liuk,
ngga ada orang utan jantan yang lagi makan pisang!!
yang ada hanya
PERMEN GULA GULA KOTAK TIPIS SALAH SATU SISI NYA ADA CAP ORANG UTANNYA DAN ABIS KENA UPIL SI ABANG!!
udah ngga diapa apain lagi

gua sama kiki langsung NGAKAG onthespot depan muka si abang juga
gue menertawakan nasib si Gaby yang dari tadi udah excited bgt sama tuh permen!!
huahahahha
dan lo tahu apa yang dilakukan Gaby?
menjilatnya sampai HABIS dengan wajah sok GEMBIRA
huahauhaha
gue taruhan deh dia pasti besok bakal Meci Meci di jamban huahahuahaahhaahhahahahahha
poor you Gaby
dan ini adalah ketawa terbahagia gue selama seminggu ini hahahahahhahahahhahahahah
Gaby cuma bilang : yaudalah, nasi sudah menjadi bubur, dan hap hap hap, permen itupun habis, kita lupakan kejadian ini.

huahuahuahuahahhahahahuahhauhauahuahauhuaha
aduh perut gue sakitttttttttttt!!!

Oyaaaa ini ada beberapa foto waktu kemaren gue merayakan 3 bulanan sama dayat hehehe
selamat menikmati :)