nothing lasts forever

(because we're better off, separated)

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And I show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A babe that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

I Built a wall around my heart
Never let it fall apart
Strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And I show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

But we have not hit the ground
Doesn't mean we're not still falling, oh
I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

(maroon five - nothing lasts forever)

My last 5 month anniversary gift

a magic awesome box, i stayed all night long to made it -,-
wanna seeee??? be ready kidss...
taraaaaaaam.
yeaaaay again the freakin awesome couple :D
(our similar face C;)
we had some very great moments..

itu masang per untuk foto yang ditengah susaaah -..- hahaha

hm i gave it in Bandung, yeah it was a big sacrifice to get there and find his 'kosan' in the middle of the night, muterin bandung nyasar sana sini jam sembilan malam demi surprise. tukang taksinya nipu, dibawa muter muter T_T

remember this post?

It was his gift in our 4th month anniversary

aku kemarin lupa belum bilang
'Thank you for the glory chance to had you beside, thank you for being the best part of me, for every minutes and every laugh'
and So sorry, that i couldn't do better, i can't be better,can't wait for longer, i'm worse at all but believe me i've done my best so far.
even it's hard for us (buat aku terutama)
just faced it, aaaaaaaaa sial aku tak bisa berkata apa apa.
uhuuuk aaah how can you cry at the time like this rass.. hmmmm
okeeee sebelum laptop ini konslet..

ehemmm. just take care, be good, pipis love and gaul
anddd yayayya you know i'm gonna say that
errrrrrrrr okaaay i'll say it againnn.. for you some - one - right - theereee... you know hmm
you're just my best i've ever had.
thanks

-freakin awesome couple-